ok...i am really pissed right now becuase i just went to pinas party for band and as i said many times before, i dont know how to have fun....i hate stephanie a lot ...she is a bitch and briana and i just...grrr...ok so me and briana were going to go paddle boating and once we saw the thing we were like oh! next time they get off me and you are geting on...so we hung out and i went in the hot tub...she went to go hang out with anime bitch (stephanie)...so i got in the hot tub and everyone left...FUCK YOU TOO!!!! then a different group fo ppl came in like my band buddy and her boyfriend...and some other people i didnt know so we played truth or truth...wierd...and two truths and a lie and it boiled down to truth or dare...but nothing happend and it was so stupid becuase everyone picked truth, but when we played truth pr truth they all wanted dare...?... wierd....so like, i never even went...boring...then the paddle boat was available and stephanie was like me, briana, catharine, and sylviane are going...excuse you? me and briana were going and you invited yourself and catharine...then briana told me that stephanie and cathatrine were coming but no i couldnt say no...then stephnaie had the NERVE to say that me and her were going to be paddling...then she changed it to only her and catharine...BITCH...then briana and stephanie got on the paddle boat and they got on one side so you know what stephanie said as it ws tipping to that side? "quick sylviane, get on and help balance it out!" at that point i was just soooo pissed and angry i just flipped...i just screamed with a whole bunch of ppl behind me, why becuase im so fat and you need to me weigh you guys out to be fucking even!?...and left...i hope she rotts in hell along with those no good so called friends of mine....i told you i dont know how to have fun....and every time i went in the pool and hot tub everyone got out...and powule...i dont know how to spell that...always go o o wee wee...cuz i speak french....now i hate him becuase i just hate how he mocks me, i kicked him and i left,...then when i went to get my towel a little later he rolled out his arm like i was a princess entering the room...RUDE...i just need to have FUN but i really dont know how !!!!! GRRRRRRRRR HELP ME PLEASE CLAIRE OR SOMEONE OR JUST GRRRR ....bye