ok wow...first of all, its been tooooooo long about 2 years already. this says im 17 but im 19...bout to turn 20. well, as you know im done with high school, and well im not in college. I've been working, a lot. I work at my family's restaurant and its like overwhelming....i work everyday except tuesdays and fridays. Sometimes i work nites, sometimes days, and sometimes in the afternoons. Anyway, i got a new car...i had a 2005 4 door cobalt (chevy) and now i switched it for a 2006 2 door cobalt...so thats pretty good, i guess. let's see what else...im working on moving out of my house and getting my own place, im just waiting for a raise, i can do it with what i make now but it'll be tight so with a raise i know for sure i'll be straight. my best friend andrea is like married practically, she has her own place and lives with her bf, once you live together, you're married...well i think. so we haven't been hanging out as much as we used to, we do sometimes, but its like random. we argued a while back pretty bad, because she was mad that i didnt hang out with her as much but honestly i felt weird being around her and her bf because i felt like i was in their way...can u really blame me for feeling that way? as much as i tried to chill with them i just couldn't do it...we are a lil better now like we hang out sometimes, but not too much. oh well...i still go out by myself (well with my other friends). ok so im going out with this guy...his name is enrique. i really really like him...a lot a lot a lot. it's only been like 3 weeks that we've been together, but it's been about 2 months that we've been talking and hanging out. he's a year younger than me which is a lil weird for me but not really cuz 1. it doesnt look like im older and 2. he doesn't act like he's younger than me. anyway, the way we got together was weird...we met when he was going out with one of my friends and when they broke up we started talking. they only went out for a week...and he said that the only reason he went out with her is because she asked him and he felt bad saying no and that he didn't really like her. when i first met them i kinda noticed that he didn't like her because of the way he acted towards her, like moving away from her and stuff and not huggin her or nutting. But well, i didnt really think nuttin of it. Then one nite we all went out and they had broken up and then he kinda like started giving me hints of him wanting to talk to me and then asked me for my number and then from then on it just happened. I dunno if its bad that im going with him because of her being my friend and all, but well we're not like good friends we just know eachother and we've only hung out like twice. Anyway, i feel good about this one like maybe hopefully it's gonna go somewhere. you know? ok well other than that....i finally talked to my friend, kandi. i hadn't talked to her in like 1 year and a half cuz we kinda argued i guess...and plus she went to study abroad in south korea. well, i finally got a hold of her and we went and got a snow cone and talked about everything that's been going on. She's good...she is gonna go study abroad again in italy, i think next semester. me and my lil sister are becoming really really close....and its cool. she's only 13 but she's a cool lil 13 year old, im glad to have her as a sister. we have a lot of things in common, and i can talk to her about stuff...not everything but about some stuff. we kinda got a lot closer when me and my mom's bf started arguing all the time...i hate him. i wish he'd move out, but it's my moms house and im not gonna ask her to tell him to leave because it's not my place to say it. i think that she should notice how uncomfortable me and my sister are and that should get into her head and her realize that having him there is not a good idea. he's real nosey and thinks that he can tell me what to do because he lives there...well bullshit cuz he can't. my dad didn't even have that authority when he was around, so what makes him think that he does, right? he doesn't even work he's a lazy bum, but whatever i've already told my mom how i felt and it's up to her now. well, remember that boy felipe that was in a couple of my entries...well he's in jail. YEP...he's got about 30 years on him, from what i've heard. They told me he robbed a bunch of places or something like that, i don't really know the exact story. my brother moved out of the house, i missed him the first couple of weeks, but i got used to it. he's always over there washing clothes or eating, we got a lot closer too. we still fight on occasion but not as much, i think him moving out helped him out a lot. let's see....what else..........oh yea...3 of my friends are already married and pregnant. Rosa, Ceci, and Theresa. I went to Rosa's wedding and i caught the bouqet...crazy huh? That's my 2nd bouqet that i've caught. So i guess im next...haha, we'll see. well im here at work, so i gotta get back to my job. 'till next time....

well...it has been a very long time since i've been on here. im about to quit my job at blockbuster and start working with my fam at the restaurant. im really excited because im gonna be making enough money to buy myself my car and hopefully move out soon. i already talked to my mom about moving out and she's coo with it, as long as im ready. andrea is suppose to move in with me but we're waiting for her to get a good job and all that shit and for her to graduate too. well im going out with this guy...Marco. i dunno how that is going to end up, but we have been talking for a long long time. we were together then we broke up and got back and broke up again, and it's been like that forever now. it's weird because when im with him like he gets on my nerves and im mean to him and he still calls me and comes back to me and all that. but then when he doesn't call me im like....wtf why isn't he calling me? i guess i just like the attention which isn't good but whatever...i don't think we're gonna stay together, i think it's nuttin but puppy love, ya know? and im not ready for anything too too serious right now i want a bf but i wanna have fun too...so we'll see. christmas and new year's was fun. some of my mom's old friends came into town and they were here like almost everyday. i got the coach purse that i wanted so that was good. and new year's my mom gave me like 7 shots...it was crazy...it was fun. a few weekends ago we had a party for my friend rosa...it was fun but there was a lot of drama too. these dumbass boys started fighting and rosa kicked them all out and was like if i didn't invite you get the fuck outta here....mayun it was crazy, but damn it was fun too. we didn't go to sleep until like 6am...but it was coo. anyway, we had another party the weekend after for alicia's 15 bday...it was fun. there was a fight there too, but it wasn't as bad....but this old senior from BL showed up....Chris Phillips, and started talking shit to some other guy that was there from WT White. But they ended up leaving which was good cuz it was kinda scary. well that's it for now i'll try to keep updating....byebye!

OK..A LOT OF THE BOYS IVE MET ARE ALL ABOUT ONE THING. IM SURE YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I MEAN. WELL RECENTLY I MET ONE (EDGAR) WHO IS NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL, BUT I'VE ALSO KNOWN ANOTHER (FELIPE) THAT I'VE BEEN..."WOAH" ABOUT SINCE LAST SUMMER. ANYWAY, IN MY EYES THEY ARE BOTH PERFECT...FOR ME. EDGAR CAME OVER LAST NITE AND JUST THE WAY HE WAS ACTING TOWARDS ME, THE WAY HE TALKED TO ME OR HELD MY HAND OR HELD ME WAS JUST TO THE POINT THAT I WAS LOOKING AT HIM AND I WAS THINKING...DAMN YOU'RE PERFECT. ANYWAY WE ENDED UP FALLING ASLEEP AND HE JUST SPENT THE NIGHT. AND IF YOU ARE THINKING WHAT IM SURE YOU'RE THINKING THEN NO...NOTHING HAPPENED! SO ANYWAY IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER. THEN THERE IS FELIPE, WE'RE SOOOO DIFFERENT YET OUR PERSONALITIES BALANCE EACHOTHER OUT AND I HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF THE SITUATIONS HE'S BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE OF THE WAY WE WERE BROUGHT UP AND THE PEOPLE WE'VE SURROUNDED OURSELVES WITH. YET WHEN I ASK QUESTIONS THAT I KNOW ARE STUPID HE DOESN'T TREAT IT LIKE THAT, HE JUST ANSWERS AND I DUNNO HE'S JUST GREAT. ANYWAY, NOW IM JUST REALLY CONFUSED...IF ANYONE HAS ANY ADVICE PLEASE LET ME KNOW....

Me & my prom date (Frankie) at dinner At da club! Before da club!

Me & Kandi @ da club! Mah friend drea after da club! Kandi after da club! Me! Me again!

Ok so...it's been a really long time since I've been here, like 2 months already. I finally ::GRADUATED:: so i'm really excited about that, I'll be staying here to go to community college prob 1 or 2 years, then I want to transfer to San Antonio. So hopefully that will go good. I'm still working at Blockbuster, with my friend Brittany...it's a good job, I mean i'm looking for one that gives me more hours and payrs more, but we'll have to see how that goes, it's hard to find jobs nowadays... So I started talking to Felipe again....he's like my....first real real "love". I called him one day outta the blue, and we've been talking ever since. I don't know what's going to become of us but hopefully its something good, right?? We're so different, but we get along soooo good, like its crazy...he's more on the (i guess you can call it) "ghetto" side and i'm not...yet he understand everything i go through, and i know what he goes through. Not only that we're always laughing and stuff and I dunno, like I feel really comfortable around him, but when I talk to other guys like him, I don't feel comfortable at all, and I don't feel like I can say or do things I do when i'm with him...it's crazy, but it's coo. Well, anyway, today he calls me...and he's in JAIL! and i'm like whaaaat? We only talk for like 5 min, and he said call my lil bro and talk to him about what happened, and this and that, and i'm like ok? Then we hang up and he calls me again, and he's just like talking, then we hang up, and he calls me again like right now (4am) and told me what happened. They were pulling out of some place and they got stopped cuz supposebly the car they were in was stolen and they found ice under the seats, so they took him in. His sister is suppose to call me tomorrow and let me know more...i'm worried and scared and everything you can think of...at the same time! I know there's not much I can do, but I mean there has to be something right? I know you are probably thinking why am I even talking to someone like this, but he's not like all of "those". I mean he was brought up the same way, and lives the same way, and gets into the same kind of trouble, but I just know he's different. Someting inside just tells me to like not give up, ya know? And that there's something about him....its crazy. Anyway, other than that it's only about 6 days until my bday!!!!!! My bday is JULY 27!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm turing 18...im so old!!! haha.... Well that's it for now, i'll update a lot more i swear!!! love ya guyz!!!

Ok...Prom was fun. Well at first I was having the worst day, and we were running late. Anyway, we had dinner reservations at 6pm, and there were 26 of us. We got there at like 6:25 but some people were already there, so it was ok. Anyway, we parked valet and when I got out of the truck my corsaige fell off the thing on my wrist, I didn't notice so we walked in and everything, when I got upstairs I noticed it was gone. My date, Frankie, went to go look for it and anyway they ended up finding it...but it had gotten ran over by car...hahaha, it was soo funny, but it kinda sucked cuz it was really pretty. Anyway, we ate dinner and everything was good then we left and go to prom at like 8:45. When we first got there it sucked the music was bad he kept playing techno and everyone was still downstairs eating. Anyway, after like 15 min everyone got there and it got packed and the music was better so it was all good. It was really pretty too...walking in there was the exhibits and all, im sure you guys remember. Well, after prom we were gonna go to an after party in Las Colinas at a hotel and thats where we were gonna stay. It ended up that my friend, Kandi didn't wanna go anymore she wanted to go home. So I was like ok thats coo, I don't wanna go by myself (everyone else was gonna be late) so I just got dropped off w/ my friend Andrea. We got home at like 5am and fell asleep. Anyway, it ended up that the hotel party got raided by the cops right before we were gonna go, and 350 bucks worth of alcohol went down the drain...so ya it sucked. Over all I had a really good nite, except when my friend felt bad about this lil situation she had. Oh ya and if you read my entry before the egg one (hi again!) Mario's baby's momma called me and was asking me all these questions...it was weird. I was like um i gotta go...I dunno what the hell she wanted to find out... Well that's it for now....ima put pics up on my next entry from prom...so come back!

Wow...it's been a looooong time since i've written in here! Ok well it's April and I have about 23 days until I graduate (school days that is). I'm really excited to finally get out of high school and leave all that lil kid drama that's been going on. Ok, well I got a job! I started working at Blockbuster with my friend, Brittany. It's a good job, it's not hard at all and it's fun too. My friend, Felipe, recently got hired there too...so it's cool b/c I know my friends! Plus, the people that work there are really nice too. Well I was dating this guy named, Mario, he was really nice and sweet and I really liked him, shit I still like him. BUT...he had a baby. That didn't really bother me at first at all, like I was cool with it and everything and I told him that I'd love to meet him one day and get to know his lil boy. Anyway, we started going out on a Monday nite and that Sunday he was going to pick up his son and spend the day with him, and he asked me to come along. Honestly, I was going to because I really wanted to get to know him, but then it kinda hit me that I don't think I'm like "mature" enough to date someone with a baby, I mean i'm mature of course, but I don't want to feel like I have a baby at 17, you know? He said that he wouldn't get in our way and that he didn't expect me take care of the baby, but first of all I expected him to put his baby and his baby's momma before me...always, and second although he wasn't mine and he says he didn't expect me to take care of him, the responsibility came the very moment that me and Mario got together. I would hate to be someone who just gets in between even though he says I wouldnt, but c'mon now....there is always Baby Momma drama, no matter what goes on. Check this...she even gave him a shoutout on the radio when me and him were together saying..."Oh this is to my ex Mario, I just wanna let you know that I still love you and that'll never change...oh ya and GOOD LUCK with your LITTLE GIRL, MARI!" She called me a little girl!!!!! I mean c'mon now, i'm 17 and she's 18...and she's only about 4 months older than me b/c she barely turned 18 in March and I turn 18 in July! That made me sooo mad. Anyway, he took care of that by talking to her and she apoligized but I figured if it happened once it'll happen again, ya know? But anyway, I decided to tell Mario that I wasn't ready b/c I didn't think I could handle everything and I didn't want to end up hurting him or anyone in the end. So I told him if it was ok if we were just "dating" for now and then maybe later one once I get more comfortable w/ the whole situation then we can get together. He wask upset kinda but he said he understood. So right now we're talking and dating. But it's hard to see eachother b/c he work everyday 8-5pm except Tuesdays and Sundays, and Tuesdays I have school and Sundays he spends it w/ his baby. I mean we go out sometimes Friday and Saturday nites after I get off of work but not all the time b/c we're both tired. Anyway, my mom likes him, but she also thinks I should give it time. I dunno, WHAT DO YOU THINK? Oh ya, I met Matthew's ex girlfriend, Marie. She's the one he dated after me. She's real cool....turn out that he cheated on her. What a bitch, me and her are cool though we hang out and she stays at my house a lot. We're going to Six Flags this sunday...and he works up there, so I wonder what he's gonna think when he sees me and her up there at the same time! HAHA! I can't wait!!!!! PROM!!!!!!! Is coming up, its April 24! Next Saturday!!!!!! I'm so excited I got my dress last week, it's really pretty...it's pink! Oh ya, and i'm going with this guy...Frankie from W.T. White HS. He's cool, we're cool friends. After prom though Mario is gonna pick me up and he's gonna go to the after party with me, but if he can't go then this other guy, Joel, is gonna go get me. I dunno but I can't wait it's gonna be fun!! There are like 20 of us going to dinner together, and then everyone is going to the after party and some people from WTWHITE are going too, it's gonna be fun! Well, until next time....

I FORGOT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS.... I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.............. GOT MY......... PERMIT... ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!! WAHOOOOOOOOOO!

[my name is]:Marisol [love is] : confusing [I’m afraid of] : snakes and clowns . . H A V E . Y O U. E V E R . . [pictured your crush naked?] : haha [actually saw your crush naked] : yeah [been in love] : Yes [cried when someone died] : Yes [lied] :Yes . . W I T H. T H E O P P O S I T E. S E X. . [what do u notice first?] : eyes and dimples! [last person u slow danced with] : felipe [worst question to ask] : umm...i dunno? . . W H O. . [makes u laugh the most?] : Andrea [makes u smile] : Andrea, Kandi, and Felipe [give u a funny feeling when u see them] : Felipe [who do you have a crush on?] Felipe [who has a crush on u?] i hope Felipe! [is easiest to talk to?] Felipe, Andrea, and Kando . . W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R . . [coke or pepsi] : Coke [flowers or candy] : flowers [tall or short] : Taller than me . . D O . Y O U . E V E R . . [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : Nah [cried because of someone saying something to you]: YES! . . W H O . W A S. T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N .. [you talked to on the phone] : Paul [hugged] : Felipe [you laughed with] : Paul . . D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U . . [smoke cigarettes] : Nope [obsessive]: Not really [could you live without the computer?] No [whats ur favorite food?] italian [drink alcohol?] Sometimes [like watching the sunrises or sunset?] Yes [what hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?] Emotional [trust others way too easily?] ya i do actually . . F A V O R I T E . . [ Drink ] : Red koo-laid [ Color ] : pink [ Album ] : dont have one [ Shoes ] : my new Nikes [ Candy ] : sour gummy worms [ Animal ] : monkey [ TV Show ] : Friends [ Movie ] : Freaky Friday [ Song ] : i dont have one...not right now [ Vegetable ] : ummm....potatoe . . A R E .Y O U . . [ Understanding ] : Yes Very [ Open-minded ] : ya [ Arrogant ] : whats arrogant again? [ Insecure ] : Oh Very! [ Interesting ] : sure [ Random ] : lol ya [ Friendly ] : Yes [ Smart ] : Kinda [ Moody ] : no not really [ Childish ] : sometimes, but not in a bad way [ Independent ] : Not really... [ Hard working ] : No not really [ Organized ] : Ha! not at all [ Healthy ] : Yes [ Emotionally Stable ] : ya i am kinda [ Shy ] : not at all [ Difficult ] : No [ Attractive ] : you tell me? [ Bored Easily ] : Yes [ Messy ] : yes [ Thirsty ] : i want some koolaid [ Responsible ] : I can be if i wanna [ Angry ] : no [ Sad ] : not really [ Happy ] : ya [ Hyper ] : no [ Trusting ] : Yes [ Talkative ] : Yes . . W H O .d O .Y O U .W A N T .t O . . [ Kill ] : No one [ Slap ] : this bitch at school...(C) [ Get Really Wasted With ] : Andrea & Kandi lol [ Get High With ] : i dont smoke [ Look Like ] : i dunno? [ Talk To Offline ] : Felipe [ Talk To Online ] : Nick . . N U M B E R S . . [of times i have had my heart broken? ] : 2 [number of hearts i have broken?] : 1 [of boys i have kissed?] : geeze, i dont keep count? [of girls i have kissed?] : none [of tight friends?] : a few [of cd's that i own?] : not many all my music is on my comp [of things in my past that i regret?] : i dunno? not many but i dont really remember I KNOW : stuff i wish i didnt know I WANT : To be successful & in love I HAVE : umm.... I WISH : i had more confidence, a good relationship I HATE : hm... I MISS : Felipe I FEAR : Snakes and clowns I HEAR : music I WONDER : when i'll see him again...and where i'll be next year! I REGRET : not telling someone how i really felt I TRUST : My mom I LOVE : my family I ACHE : ... I CARE : about my family and friends I ALWAYS : try to make everyone feel better I AM NOT : always happy I DANCE : alot! I SING : all the time....everywhere I CRY : at times I DO NOT ALWAYS : .... I FIGHT : almost never I WRITE : to my friends and Nick I WIN : nothing I LOSE : everything I CONFUSE : myself I LISTEN : to music I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : in my room I NEED : felipe I AM HAPPY : when im with my friends I SHOULD HAVE : been concentrating more in school I THINK : i need to see Felipe I TEND TO : forget to call people back? I TEND NOT TO : i dunno? THIS TEST: is finally over!

It's been a while since i've written in here! my bad! Anyway, everything is going ok. Matthew has a new gf, I thought it was really weird because he asked me out a few weeks ago and we still talk like everyday for a lil bit. Oh well, I'm happy for him...I think? I met this guy named Gilbert, he's really nice and cute. I think I like him but i'm not sure he already calls himself my boyfriend and when I click over if im talking to him he always asks if it was another guy. I dunno what all that means? I dunno if thats good or bad? I'm talking to this other guy named JR...he's cute, but I don't talk to him as much as I talk to Gilbert. So i'm kinda confused about that. Anyway, when he met my mom he called her "mother-in-law"! I was like...woach calm down sparky! but it was funny... Oh! and Felipe! I dunno what's going on with him, he's confusing...so i'm just gonna go with it and see what happens. My mom got soooooo mad at me last weekend, I was pissed...so I left the house on Friday nite (like at 1am) and I came back Monday cuz we didn't have school that day. I stayed at my friend's house...she knew where I was, but I didn't feel like coming home and getting into more arguments with her any my brother! Oh ya, on Valentine's day...Felipe gave me flowers and a teddy bear. On Friday nite (13th) before I left to Andrea's house he knocked on my window like right at midnight to wish me Happy Valentine's Day and give me the stuff...I thought it was really sweet of him, I was happy! I really like him! aahhh! I dunno what's going on! School is going good, I only have 3 more months to go until I graduate. But i'm ready! i'm doing bad in math but i'ma bring it up...hopefully! hehe! ok well thats it for now...ill be back later! love ya!

Wow ok, it's been a while time since i've written in here. My computer keeps on breaking down, it's a pice of Sh!t! Anyway, I went to a hotel party this last saturday. It was for my friend's lil sister and it was a lot of fun. My friend from a while back, Armando, went to the party and took some friends. I met his friend, Fernando and we started talking. Anyway he got my number and we've been talking ever since. He came to my house last nite and we were just hanging out and I helped him a lil with his homework (he's in my grade but he's in public school and they're behind what we're doing). Anyway, we talk every nite and I think I really like him, but I feel kinda bad cuz of the whole Felipe thing I dunno where thats going. Anyway, Fernando acts like we're together but he hasn't asked so I dunno whats going on! But he's really nice and he's funny. I went to the mall today, I saw these Phat Farm shoes that I wanted, they're soooo cute, they're white and pink, but they were 60 bucks. My friend Andrew was gonna buy them for me cuz there certain shoes that you could buy 2 pairs and get them for 90 dollars for both of them and the other ones I wanted (they were Nike and white and pink too) were one of the ones that came with the deal, and he found the ones he wanted but he wanted them in white and black and they only had them in white and blue, so we didn't get them. It sucked but oh well, we'll get them some other time, i'm gonna ask my mom for them. School is going good, i'm passing all my classes...I have one 83 and the rest are 90's and above, so its all good! Oh yeah! I might get my cell phone back, it's not for sure but i'm working on convincing my mom, she agrees that I need one, but she thinks im gonna go over my limit again. I want it back sooo bad, but I don't wanna go over my limit either, cuz it's a sh!t load of money. Anyway, i'll see how that goes! That's it for now! :)

i had a good New Year's....I was at my friends house. Anyway, my comp was messed up and it wasn't working, but Andrew C. came over today and fixed it, and not it works! Oh yeah, i really like this guy...Felipe, he goes to BA, but I dunno he's always like I miss you i'm thinking about you and stuff. Kandi says we're gonna hook up, but I don't want to get my hopes us, but I hope we do...I really like him. Jonathan called me the other day, he was asking me what i've been up to, and if I had a boyfriend, and he asked when I was going to Trader's Village again so he could meet me there, since he lives really close to it. I didn't tell him anything though, I don't want him calling me, he's stupid. I'm going to the club this sunday, i'm so excited, Felipe is going with me. We haven't gone in a while, so it'll be fun. Oh yeah, on the 23rd im going to Andrea's mom graduation, and on the 24th we're having Alicia's hotel party, its gonna be fun! Well that's it for now!

I got my digital camera! wahooo! I also got some money, clothes, make up, you know simple stuff. Anywho, I really wanna go out tonite, plus im suppose to take my mom's friend son out tonite. His name is Ignacio. He's coo, I guess I haven't had much time to talk to him, but he wants to go out, so i'm going to take him out. I just don't know where. anyway, christmas was coo, everyone came over yesterday like at 6pm, and they didn't leave until like 12, but it was coo. my cousins tricked me and gave me some spiked lemonade, that shit was good though. lol, oh well. anyway, i wanna hang out w/ everyone tonite, I haven't seen them since the break began, so i'ma call everyone tonite. Oh yeah, I talked to this guy, Diego, that I met a long long long time ago at Cowboy's. I talked to him last nite, and we're going to meet up there on Sunday....yay! i'm excited, he was real cute.

We're finally out of school for christmas break! i dunno why, but i'm real tired, I went out last nite, I got in at about 4am, it was soo much fun though. I danced with one of my friend's friend, his name was Gerardo, he was cute and he was nice...and I danced w/ James too, and Andrea and Carmen, it was fun. Anyway, I'm so glad christmas break is here, i'm gonna rest and see my family. Oh I got christmas money today, i'ma go shopping tomorrow. and im suppose to go get my digital camera too! yay, i'm so excited!

i met a boy last nite, at the club, it was fun. first we got there it was me, Kandi, Andrea, Theresa, Ana, and her bf Andres. We got there and we went upstairs to dance, so we danced for a long time. Then I started dancing with this boy, it was funny, cuz he was with like 3 other girls, and when we danced they were just starring and they didn't do nuttin, then I think they got kinda mad, and they were like lets go! lol, then this guy started dancing with me, and the girl got mad too, and she was like "im leaving!" and she left, it was so funny. Kandi was like damn Mari you got some balls, and Andrea was like, no she don't got balls she got that PIMP JUICE! i was like, fa sho...lol it was soo funny. Anyway, then me and Andrea went downstairs and then when we went upstairs we sat down for a lil bit and this guy asked me to dance and his cousin danced with Andrea. Anyway, his name was Junior and we danced for a while, then I was with him the rest of the night...it was fun. So he got my number, and he's like ok ima call you, I was like, ok you do that. Then we went and sat down in this lil table in the corner and just talked and then we went back to the dance floor and then him and his cousin had to go, and we were gonna leave too. So we all walked out, and then he came to the car to my side and said bye to me...(he gave me a kiss!) but it was kinda weird, i guess, i dunno. anyway, he called me today, but I was asleeo cuz I was dead tired so I told him that i'd call him back, but I haven't I will in a lil while. Anyway, I had fun, it was crazy. Oh yeah on Friday I went to a hockey game with Kandi, Ana, and Andres, that was fun too. OH YEAH! Our football team won the State Championship game (31-8) vs. San Antonio Central Catholic. It was a really good game, it was exciting. We won last year too...so...BACK 2 BACK!

my weekend was so awesome. it all started thursday nite when I went dancing (previous entry)...anyway, on friday i didn't do much, I just spent the night at Andrea's house, that was a lot of fun. Me, her, her sis, and her cousin always have fun when we get together even if we are just at the house. Anywho, on Saturday Kandi picked me up from Andrea's house and we took Andrea to work then we came to my house. Anyway we got ready cuz we were gonna go to the club (2009), we left my house at about 10pm. Andrew M. met us up there. It was sooo packed, but it was sooo much fun. They were playing really good music this time, we barely stopped dancing. They played like all my fav songs: Papi Chulo, La Batidora, Golosa, and some Celso Piña songs and some others. Me and Andrew were dancing together, and Kandi was dancing with this guy that she met the last time we went. I think is name was Jairo or something like that. Anyway, we got home at about 3am, cuz afterwards we went to Andrea's house to scare her and then to Micheal's house but we didn't know which window was his so we couldn't scare him. Anyway, my weekend was awesome. I'm glad I go to go cuz next weekend i'm gonna march in the Neiman Marcus Christmas Parade and then we go to Waco for the state championship game. But I had soooo much fun and I can't wait to go again!! :)

ooooh man! last nite was soooo much fun! Me, Roger (my bf from 2 summers ago), Randy, Andrea, and Randy's sis (Alejandra) went dancing to this club called OK CORRAL. It was fun. I didn't think I was gonna like it cuz it was kinda the typical "taco hat" joint, but man it was soo much fun. I was dancing with Roger and Andrea was with Randy. Andrea made me and Roger hold hands, it was kinda funny, but it was coo, it didn't bother me. Then they started playing Rave music and me and Andrea went out there on our own cuz they didn't like that kind of music. Then they played Salsa/Merengue and we danced to that, it was fun, the only bad thing was when she turned me my skirt would fly up, but it was kinda funny. THEN to our surprise they started playing a booty song (Esa Morena by DJ Laz)so we started dancing and the guys around us were just starring hard, it was so funny. Some guy got in front of me and I moved away cuz it was gross. During the song we went to go find Roger and Randy so they could dance with us but by the time we got back out on the dance floor the song was over. So we started dancing to the cumbias again. Then next to that club was the other club called Arcadia and that one played more techno and hip hop so we went in there, and that was ok, but then this guy kept following me around and I was getting mad so me and Andrea went back to the other one and met up with Roger and Randy. Anyway, the guy followed me in there and I told Randy and he was getting mad at the guy and Roger got mad too, and he took my hand and took me out to dance. We danced for a while and when we came back that guy was still there. Anyway, Roger didn't let me go for the rest of the night. Anyway, we left the club at about 2am and we got to Andrea's house at about 3:15am...I got home at about 3:45am and I fell asleep. But I had sooooo much fun. I wanna go again! Oh yeah...Randy's sister was real coo!

im on turkey break right now...today was the first day, it was very boring. oh yeah i saw Adriana and Ivy yesterday at school! It was sooo cool! :) oh yeah, i feel sick right now, my stomach hurts a lot, oh well, i'll get better hopefully. Matthew called me...he wants to get back together, I told him I'd give him an answer when he gives me a good reason on why he broke up with me the first time. But, I know I said before that if he came back to me, I wouldn't even hesitate to say yes, but I am hesitating, and I don't know why. I hate having mixed feelings, dont you?