i went to the movies on Friday w/ Matthew on friday. It was sooo much fun! he was being so sweet and nice and he was always holding me and holding my hand and kissing me and he even carried me, i was like woah buddy! i didnt expect that! and like the whole time while we were waiting for our ride we were together, and he was hugging me and kissing my forhead and everything. and there was one time where i like walked away to go talk to my friend and he was like.."MARI WHERE YOU GOING?" i was like oh shit, my bad...but it was funny. and he kept telling me how pretty i was and all this nice stuff. i felt really special. he's a lil freak too, but it's all good. and it was funny because before we went we didn't meantion doing "stuff" in the movies, but the other people we went with did..and it ended up that we were the freaks..haha, it was crazy. i had so much fun! but anyway, i'm a lil worried because truthfully i'm ready for a long term relationship, and i dunno if that is what he wants. i'm going to ask him tonite what he's looking for and explain to him the type of girl that i am, and how i get attached real quick and stuff, because if it's not what he wants, i'd rather get hurt now than later, because later on, i'll be even MORE attached and it would be worse. but hopefully, it will all go good. he's told me before that he wants a long term relationship, but i just wanna make sure for sure for sure...but i guess i'll find out later! hopefully, it'll all go GREAT! =)plus, i think i'm getting to the "love" stage, and i'm hoping its not too soon, or it's not the right place to be. i guess i just gotta talk to him and see what happens...