today was a lil bit better...i didn't do much, just school then i came home. i talked to matthew for a long time last nite. i called him at 10pm and we didn't hang up until 3:30am. i really like him...and im guessing everybody that reads this can tell that i really like him. im so excited cuz next weekend is homecoming! and i'm going with ....of course...Matthew! hehe...i can't wait. i'm not sure what we're gonna do afterwards. byt i know he's gonna ask his mom if he can stay out the whole nite. sooo...yeah i'm very excited! anyway, i haven't talked to him today. i figured he'd call me when he wasn't busy and i dont wanna call cuz i don't want him to feel like obligated to talk to me...cuz it's coo with me if we don't talk for a day or nite or whatever. so i don't want him to think that i'm mad if we don't talk...sometimes it's good cuz we both get the sleep we need...since we're always talking late. anyway, i hope this weekend is fun, we wanna go to Screams in Waxahachie. I can't wait, it's gonna be fun!