Ok so...it's been a really long time since I've been here, like 2 months already. I finally ::GRADUATED:: so i'm really excited about that, I'll be staying here to go to community college prob 1 or 2 years, then I want to transfer to San Antonio. So hopefully that will go good. I'm still working at Blockbuster, with my friend Brittany...it's a good job, I mean i'm looking for one that gives me more hours and payrs more, but we'll have to see how that goes, it's hard to find jobs nowadays... So I started talking to Felipe again....he's like my....first real real "love". I called him one day outta the blue, and we've been talking ever since. I don't know what's going to become of us but hopefully its something good, right?? We're so different, but we get along soooo good, like its crazy...he's more on the (i guess you can call it) "ghetto" side and i'm not...yet he understand everything i go through, and i know what he goes through. Not only that we're always laughing and stuff and I dunno, like I feel really comfortable around him, but when I talk to other guys like him, I don't feel comfortable at all, and I don't feel like I can say or do things I do when i'm with him...it's crazy, but it's coo. Well, anyway, today he calls me...and he's in JAIL! and i'm like whaaaat? We only talk for like 5 min, and he said call my lil bro and talk to him about what happened, and this and that, and i'm like ok? Then we hang up and he calls me again, and he's just like talking, then we hang up, and he calls me again like right now (4am) and told me what happened. They were pulling out of some place and they got stopped cuz supposebly the car they were in was stolen and they found ice under the seats, so they took him in. His sister is suppose to call me tomorrow and let me know more...i'm worried and scared and everything you can think of...at the same time! I know there's not much I can do, but I mean there has to be something right? I know you are probably thinking why am I even talking to someone like this, but he's not like all of "those". I mean he was brought up the same way, and lives the same way, and gets into the same kind of trouble, but I just know he's different. Someting inside just tells me to like not give up, ya know? And that there's something about him....its crazy. Anyway, other than that it's only about 6 days until my bday!!!!!! My bday is JULY 27!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm turing 18...im so old!!! haha.... Well that's it for now, i'll update a lot more i swear!!! love ya guyz!!!