i just got back from my lil sister's soccer game...it was fun, i had fun watching...this is the first game ive been too...so it was cool. anyway, i feel a lil better about the whole Matthew situation. I've been talking to other guys, and it's helped get my mind off of it. He calls me all the time, yet, he never does anything about it. But I decided that if he hasn't said anything by now, then he's not going to. So i'm moving on. My ex ex ex called me last nite...Roger. He told me he missed me. I guess that's a good thing...who knows maybe this will turn into something. I'm also talking to this guy Felipe from BA...he's coo and real nice...so maybe that will turn into something. I dunno...i'll prob stay single for a while..maybe for the rest of my senior year that way when I graduate I won't feel like im leaving someone behind, right? I think thats a good idea...who know i'll have to wait and see what happens.