ok here it goes...i was suppose to see matthew today cuz he was gonna go to my house. i saw him last nite when we went to the haunted house but we wanted to see eachother today again. anyway...i told him i would pick him up after my dentist appointment and then my mom would take him home at like 6:30. at first he was like ok thats coo, but then he was like well i have to be home before 5, because he skipped school to see me and he had to be home at the regular time he gets back from school so that his mom wouldn't know he skipped school. and i was like well i dont have another way to get you home earlier, and he was like well then i can't go...and i was like ok thats coo, we'll just talk on the phone all day. and he was like ok thats coo. then i ended up going to the fair cuz all my friends wanted me to go...so i did. and i called him and told him and he was like ok thats coo, and i told him we'd go next weekend. then he got mad at me cuz i was "ignoring" him when i called him. and i dont undestand why he's mad that he didnt get to see me, cuz i gave him a solution and i had everything planned so i could go pick him up and take him home, but he was the one that said no cuz it was too late...so i did my part and put effort into it, so i dont understand why he is so mad at me. and then i told him i would call him when i got to my friends house, and he was like ok and i did but he "wasn't home". so i guess if he wants to talk he can call back or just call me tomorrow. this sux....i dont wanna fight, i dont want this to go the wrong way. so hopefully we'll talk soon either tonite or tomorrow. i miss him already...this sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!