I'm glad we're friends again. But all of this is causing me to fall for you again. I wish you wouldn't have kissed my cheek at the movies the other day. Especially now that you have a girlfriend. I know I'm stupid for actually thinking their could be another chance. If only you knew how much this hurts me. I'm afraid of you bringing her to my party. I know I'm going to get really hurt, and I'm not ready to get hurt again. I don't know, I don't know if I'm falling for you, or if I'm just really glad we're friends again, and maybe I'm not jealous that you have someone new, but I'm just afraid you wont hang out with me much anymore since of this new person. I do love you. and I'm really glad Saturday happened. I don't know why it hurts so much. I wish I could just be happy for you, because that's what a real friend would do. why does it have to be like this? Love, ____