This is my first entry, as you can probably tell beacause I've had no entries before this.I do feel rather sick at the present moment tho so do forgive me if I seem to make no sense. I'm about to go to my basketball game and I'm rather tired but I'm afraid of going to sleep on the bus. Each time I do sleep,I have different dreams showing the same things. I keep losing Nikki and having to go save her again and again. I'm not sure if my subconcious is afraid of losing her but each time I do, I end up insane until I get her back again. It is true that she was my first true friend when I moved up here so I can understand why I'm so attached to her but I don't think it is very healthy for me. She is my only sanctuary from my hectic life and I cling to her with my heart. My step-mother hates me and treats me like crap and my dad is oblivious which leaves me constantly feeling like shit. I don't even feel like talking to anyone at the present moment. I'm locked away while everyone sits in the gym watching the boy's game. It's rather cold in here. My fingers are freezing as I type so for now I'm gonna curl up on the couch and nap. Maybe I'll come back to tell in depth about my dream but if not tonight, the next time I'm on. ~Till Then~ Vixen*