I'm done, I'm so fucking tired of everything. I am 2 seconds from going postal and killing pretty much anyone that comes within 100ft of me. I went to spend the weekend with my mother for Mother's Day. I had lots of fun with her..everything was good until I got home Sunday night. My dad flipped on me because my mom did my eyebrows and now he says that I can't go to my God-son's baptism on the 22nd. We had made plans for this a entire fucking month ago and now he's being a cock-sucker. I hate him! I fucking hate them both! I hate having to choose between my families. I fucking sixteen years old. There should be no reason why my hair is turning gray and losing it for that matter. I weighed 164...because of all the stress my situation causes I now weigh 150(not that I'm big..it's mostly muscle). I hardly eat anymore..don't sleep well...can't concentrate in school..grades slipping which results in more fighting..I'm ready to just leave, get the fuck out of that damn house. I'm gonna just fucking..run away..get emancipated so that I don't have to deal with the constant fucking fighting. It's breaking me down. I'm slowly deteriorating. Sixteen with high blood pressure..I wanna just fucking die right now..I shouldn't have to deal with this shit. It's not my fault..I didn't ask to be born. I just wanted to know who my fucking father was. Didn't know it would lead me to an early grave. Well I'm done venting for now..need to calm before I get to history..I might just snap on the teacher because at times HE can be a serious dick and I'm not in the mood to put up with it. ~Laterz~ Ren