Filler Anyone? Just the other day I was harassing my friend about updating their journal and here I am slacking as well. Let's see Life is kicking my ass. Aryiana is very sick, she's only a month old and she has to have a heart operation. There is a hole in the wall of her ventricle. I've been severely depressed and I've stopped sleeping. I'm suppose to be starting college on Monday, but I don't know if I have it in me to go and leave Aryiana for any time at all. My mom has lost her mind and has stopped talking to people. She just sits in the basement listening to old songs. I feel so bad that I can't do more for her. She can't go back to work until the operation is done and therefore there is no money and bills are pilling up. To comment on a comment that was let in my journal- You are such a ass-plug...I can't believe I had any faith in you...you are so fucking sad...get over yourself and rot... [anonymous (152.163.100.66)] You have no IDEA what the fuck I've been through, so you can take your comment and shove it soo far up your ass. I don't give a fuck about you anymore. I know exactly who you are and I would've liked to believe that you would fucking grow up but obviously not. That's why we would have never worked. You are a selfish, self-centered, spoiled, miserable CHILD!!! You have no idea what shit I have been through in my seventeen years of living and in no way can you compare. You think you may have had it bad but all you're used to is people sucking up to you trying to make you happy but it is a job impossible. You're the fucking ass-plug and I hope this is a real eye opener for you. I tried everything to make you understand and be your friend but you had to have what you wanted or nothing at all. It's you're loss ad I'm tired of trying. I quit. Good luck with your life and stay out of mine. Anyway, now that that is out of the way. To those who do understand, thank you, you are true friends and I appreciate it. Seth, Nikki, Jessica, Adolfo, THANK YOU.