Searching fo colleges and it's extremely stressfull. I don't really know what I want to do. At first I wanted to do Social work stuff and now I want to do International Affairs and Linguistics. But I don't have a way to pay for it and my dad is up my ass. He knows damn well I have no idea what I'm doing and yet he keeps pushing me to do this and do that so that his mind can be at ease. I have a huge fucking headache. Well this is just a I wanted to let ya'll know (who cares at least) that I'm still alive.