It's frickin cold in this room. I'm in college. I go to Uconn. Things have finally begun to sit in...I miss Nikki, and Louie, and all my freshman pets..and my sophomore pets too. I'll never get to see Louie again. If only we had another chance...maybe things wouldn't have ended so horribly. But she's going far away. Maybe it's for the best. I wish only the best. I'm so out of touch with Nikki. I wish I could hold her right now. Give her a big hug and tell her how much I love her. Because I really do. She is my best-friend. I'm....crying T.T WTF!!