haha...my mood is bootylicious! wo00o0o! lol yea...moving on... ahh idk why i am writing in this thing AGAIN. i wrote liek an hour ago or sumthing. idk. i. dont. understand. people. anymore. but then again...when did i ever? man..i just wish i knew how everyone felt all the time. like, just wats on their mind. i like knowing whats on ppls minds..i guess i just feel like knowing what theyre going through can help me understand their actions and stuff? ahh idk what im saying. people are confusing. i hate when people tell you one thing and other people something else. it makes me wonder who i can trust. once someone has lied to me it makes me question everything they tell me. and yeah...here i go again complaining about things that i also do, but im not much for lying...i dont like getting caught in lies. it sucks. wth...my foot keeps twitching..its bothering me...yah. so anyways. i spend so much of my time trying to get close to people and then once i do..im not sure i can take it? i mean i can, but theres a certain point where i like..mess things up on purpose...yet its unintentional...idk if that makes sense. liek sometimes something will happen and ill like think about what im doing before i do it and im liek this culd fuck things up, oh well. and then i do it. and im not sure why i do that. maybe its cuz i liek taking risks? or maybe cuz im a bitch? or maybe cuz im a troublemaker? or maybe cuz im just stupid like that? i dont know. but whatever it is, i should stop. sometimes i just feel like saying sorry for even talking to people. just for wasting their time, cuz theres better waiting out there for them, and im there just wasting opportunities. infact, id liek to take this opportunity to apologize to all of u for wasting ur time. im complicated. but i know worse. i should like...join the real world someday. aaah now that wuld be entertainment. lol. well i guess im done talking...im sure ill be back for more :D