so0o0o... i guess this past week has been. interesting. i guess ive seen ali a lot. i didnt realize it until like it was mentioned to me. and yah. i like hangin out a lot lol. i dont like how i get quiet for no reason sometimes tho. idk what to do to fix it so i guess i cant. so the other night alyssa and i just went places with ali. then the next day alyssa and i met bryant and chris at the mall. chris was being a dick. oh well lol. i never do what i want. and then im like..god why dont u just do something. idk what i mean by something. but a lot of times i want to do things and i dont let myself and i hate it. so then the other night larry alyssa ali seth mike joey and i went to the movies and we saw that one movie..umm..dukes of hazzard, it was funny and lame at the same time. idk if i wrote about ne of this yet lol. then today ali picked me up and we went and got larry and we went and did whatever. and we went to the block. and we took pictures in the photobooth. and it was fun. and like...we spent all their money...lol idk i felt bad cuz i didnt even know we were like going anywhere so i didnt bring money... i feel like i shuld pay them back... if i can get money from my parents then i will...cuz i dont have shit lol but yah...idk what i want. and im like tired a little. and like yea lol im off to bed soon cuz i have my first day of driving classes tomorrow yay! and i better god damn well go cuz i keep missing it for stupid reasons. i felt so stupid calling this morning. im like hi can i start tomorrow becuz i cant make it today. "why cant u make it?" i dont have a ride. lol wth...so ironic. well atleast they know i really do need my license haha. bitches. :) so yah...i dont know whos going and i dont wanna be alone i dont do well alone and idk..it depends on what kind of mood im in like whether or not ill make friends.. cuz sumtimes i just get quiet and idk. antisocial takes over lol. motherfuckers. alright. im out like a fat kid playing dodgeball :] i stole that :D love.