3 . 20 pm There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses... ShitDiary is pissing me off...again. Katelyn moved. And Karlee and Jade think I've been acting weird. But maybe it's just because they've barely started to notice what a horrible person I am, and think it's new. Well, news flash. It's not. So anyway, they've both gone camping. Supposedly not together. I suppose I believe them. I guess I'm just paranoid. Another to add to my huge pile of insecurity. So I forgot to give my parents a message that I heard on the answering machine. More yelling. Katherine's gone and I don't know when she gets back. Stephanie is the only one I really really want to be here right now. Or Shawnie. But she doesn't get here until the 26th, and Shawnie won't be coming. Stupid air fare. Teresa's still in New Zealand. Comes home in 10 days. Or so. I miss her. I am going to try as hard as possible not to annoy her. Stephanie, please just come. I'll meet you halfway. You're the closest I have. EVEN though we have our quarrels, I still love you. And I miss you really really lots. D= GET HERE SOON! Gahh... God, could you give me some...pastime? Like how about making Katherine coming home because I want her to be here, too. So. I'm a paranoid, weird, talkative, mumbling, clumsy, annoying freak. Who says I dont enjoy it? ♥//sharpie