[ 41 ] Starve.

Feeling: touchy
10 . 37 pm If love is stupid, I stupid you. So Jake met us at the corner today. Hm. I suppose I'll start with tonight. Meriam and I went down to his house at around...3 or 4. And so seeing as its getting to be winter, the sun was already getting ready to set. Anywho. We got there and we were skating around and Jake comes out and stands there and we're talking to him out on the corner outside his house. So the sun starts to set and it starts to get extremely cold, and I'm the only one not wearing a jacket. And then he offers his jacket to me cause he's "not actually that cold." So I put it on and not only is it warm, it smells wayy good. I tell him that and he says its just his spray. Haha. Then he was like, "My hands are actually quite warm...here, feel." And so I hold out my hand and he takes it in his and yeah, it was warm. Meriam was just like, "Oooh lalaaa." Hehe. So yeah, then we go back home and our hands are freezing and stuff. Then today at around 3, we go down and wait for him just at the corner at the end of my street and then he comes up and sits next to me. He was kind of being mean-ish. Not really badly but a little. He said I looked like I could be one of his 12-year-old sister's friends. That made me a bit sad but oh well. Meh. Thats about it, cause I dont want to go into my Thanksgiving. x] Not right now. K, bye. ♥//sharpie. [ tears ]
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awwwwwww
i do miss you! lots. and secretly i still don't like showers. i take them, of course, but i'm afraid of the water.
daddy makes me cry a lot. esp. in high school, do you remember all the yelling fests? i'm afraid that the water will be too cold/too hot and when i get out i will freeze to death and that there will be spiders in the shower etc. etc.
chellyyy! i have missed youu!! (= how have youu been?? and yup. sucks when crushes do that. but i don't know whyy i still have hope in this guyy, as long as i have his bracelet on myy wrist. the one he gave me two weeks ago just because i said i loved it's shinyyness. plans fall through. but there'll always be better ones, i guess. xD much love! <3