so today i am finally starting to feel better...i still can't breathe fully through my nose, but i can feel the progress that's being made. one of my ears is still kinda out of whack, but whatever, atleast i'm getting better. i want so badly to stop doing homework all together. i told my phycologist the other day that i feel like the guy from the movie Office Space, only instead of with work, with school...but i don't think i would get the same results that he did, the promotion and all. anyway, i had a great conversation today with this guy i know. i hope i helped him out alittle to know that he's not the only one that feels he way he does. i hope it meant something and not nothing. i hope he knows that i care, even if we aren't the best of friends. that is all for now, oh yes, and another poem. My Heart Cries for Someone Like You my heart cries for someone like you. but what can i possibly do, to make you mine? time does not stand still, and it most definitally never will. can i bring myself to life again? make myself real again? for right now i feel nothing, but how badly i want to feel something. something that's worth feeling, that can help me with my dealing, of this life that seems to last so long. how i long for a sunny day, that can make my all troubles go away. but the sun seems to not shine, on this dark, little heart of mine. i try so hard, but everything falls apart. my heart cries for someone like you, to love me as i loved you.