"so i'll teach myself to never let you down."
"don't try to say that this was meant to happen, if it was i think i'd know by now."
"i wish i could say, this all still seemed worth it..."
"and you said that the girl that we all thought we knew, was just in our heads, it was never you and you said 'i'm sorry, just don't miss me tonight.'"
i get it and i don't want to hear anymore. i think it's about time something like this happened. an epiphany, perhaps, or maybe just finally coming to my senses. i realize that i can't have it all, so now it's time for me to figure out what i really want. it's hard enough, but it's just getting worse. i guess i have a long road of thinking ahead of me. all i want to do is talk to you, i'm just scared to death that i'll say something i should keep to myself. where do i start when i'm sorting through my mind... my mind seems empty, yet so full. i've had this problem for awhile, it's so full, but there's nothing there.
perhaps i should ask you to leave...
fabulous layout. i was in the process of redoing mine when you stopped by, so i appologize for the construction mess.
but i've heard rumors that it only takes leaded gas, which they don't make anymore. and like oil changes and stuff are like 200 dollars. true story?
what year is yours? what color?
theres always AIM remember haha
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