so what is this, the third time i've updated today...gosh. i really have no life. Going Far Away leaving this place. don't look at my face. you might see me cry, but don't looked surprised. it's just something i do. the scars are still here, for me to hide in fear of anyone ever seeing the things i do. it would break your heart and i simply can't put you through a pain that would make you fall apart. so pretend like you don't see every hurting part of me. don't let my sorrows bring you down, for my frown will soon be upside down in the shape of a smile. i'll pretend i'm fine, just for you, but i don't know how much more of this i can go through. i might be here in body, but i'm slowly falling away. falling farther and farther with each and every day. look deep in my eyes and you will see a crying and hurting completely different me. but i can't express how much this hurts, i never want you to know, so it doesn't matter that i can't explain all of this hurting and torturing pain.