so not too much has happened over the past few days, i had a nice talk with one of my bestfriends on the phone last night. it was good to talk on that sort of a level. school is, well, school. that's all i can say about that. i had a drum lesson tonight, that went pretty well. i don't mind them. the boys in band with me, finally decided to gang up on me and make me play a snare part, great. stage fright time once again! woohoo, only not. yeah, so that's been about it for that last few days. here's a poem that i wrote tonight. Blood Red eyes so cold, as you slowly unfold, every secret i have. i can't believe i let you, let you break through, this wall i have built up for so long. hurt me so bad. made me so mad. eyes red like fire, let you admire you're heartless job well done. stare into the black night. have i fallen from the light? hand me that shiny knife that's about. i will slowly let my life drip out. drip out of my blood red vein. i might wince in pain, but i will not cry. will you let me die? save me somehow, if you will, please do it now.