lol, so i'm really feeling that way, i don't even know what it means, but the word cracked me up. last night i went with some friends to see The Fall of Troy play, it was an awesome show! it was much fun. afterward, we went to QFC and two girls bought a couple drinks(sobe i believe). that's about all i did. it was fun, the show was cool, some guy came and talked to me and my friend. he was cool. yeah, that's about it. here's another poem. Falling From You the steam rises off the water. all i can do is stare. i wonder why i still care. you'll never love me. i keep beating myself up. everytime i mess up, you're right there telling me what i did wrong. i can't see through these hazy eyes. this deep voice inside still cries. while the flame inside, withers and slowly dies. the curtain's pulled open, it's time for the show. i need you here, more than you'll ever know. this show i put on everyday, fooled you in everyway. i'm sorry, that's just how it has to be. for i could never possibly let you see the true and real me. all i've tried for, all i've lost. i've lost so much more than it ever cost. lost a few friends, gained some too, but the worst part of all was falling from you.