Today Has Been One Of The Worst Days Of My Life. I Knew It Might Happen. But I Wanted To Believe So Much That It Wouldnt. I Hate The Fact That I Never Got To Say Goodbye. I Never Got To Tell Him How Much He Meant To Me. That I Was Actually Falling In Love With Him. I Wanted To Tell Him That He Was The Only Thing That Has Been Keeping Me Going These Past Couple Of Days. *..-Daniel-..* Im Going To Miss You So Much! --I Love You Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight