yeah so i kinda had a breakdown friday night. tangi helped me a little when she came over. helped me clean up for the mall. saw frankie there. we talked for a lil while. i just love the way he acts around me. holding my hand, hugging, & kissing me. hes not embarrassed to be with me. later that night we went to gilligans to meet stephen & his friends. it was stupid. we left around 12. took stephen & his friends home. we got home around 2. i didnt wake up until 4:30 in the afternoon on saturday. we didnt do anything. it was kind of a relief. i hate having to paint myself up ...just to go to the mall. watched that movie unfaithful again. that movie is soo sad. great sex scenes tho. LoL. yeah im sexually frustrated. i could get some from frankie but i dont want none. i want some from mike. sad? yeah i know. im on a mission to get mine & tangis guys back. we really miss them. and it seems as if they dont even ...think about us. i dont care what i gotta do ...im gonna get them back... Goodbye To You Your Taking Up My Time