breakdown . old loves . tears . pain . my heart has only been broken once . i saw the one who broke it . he dont even know . matts different now . im taking tangis advice . i dont have a boyfriend . well i do for like 2 days out of the week . im talking to brandon right now . but its killing me . matt really does mean a lot to me . i just wish it could be like it used to be . ..im sleeping with your picture tonight . because thats the only way ill ever get to hold you .