i just cant seem to get him out of my head . i wonder if i have even crossed his mind ? im through with it .. chad michael murray is my prince ... no1 calls . im such a loser . gave myself a nickname . "monster girl" . dont understand ? i look like a monster . look at me you may think you see who i really am but you'll never know me everyday, as if i play a part now i see if i wear a mask i can fool the world but i cannot fool my heart