and so im alone. its okay though. its like iv always been alone. i always get in these bad situations with guys. i have a feeling that im going to be alone forever. and i know that i need self confidence but for some reason i cant find it. the only thing that i see when i look in the mirror..is just a plain ugly girl. i want to be so much more than that. i want someone to love me for me. will that ever happen? i seriously doubt it.. xoxo manda