What the hell? Remember my post about nick in 2005? Yeah we're still together, and we have a 2 yr old child together. I'm talking to myself here:) I haven't been on this thing since 2005!WTF

A BUNCHof stuff has been going on...for the last month?..yeah i went crazy for like a week... burkett went to ONLY WHEN I BURN... nick hates burkett.. and so on... but yeah i dont really feel like writeing in here....so im gonna go.. LGKJAOJHGR;RENGag;akjhgiurehsa

i dont know what the fuck is going on.. but im totally fucking tired of everything and it sucks... i hate everything right now.. im seriously going to run away and never give a fuck ANY MORE.. because no one does so whats the point

this song had been stuck in my head for like a week...nick likes this song...one day he said "have you heard that new fall out boy song?" i said nick thats not new..."it is to me! i havent heard it before" silly hardcorekid...hes so scene and i love him for it lol...he might get mad that i said that but oh well... anyways..i have a little count down thing going... IN... -2 days....me and nick will be going out for 5 months. -3 days until nick is 18!!(hes a big boy now). -1 week until stilly plays at the emerson. -2 weeks until dead to fall and obituary plays the emerson -5 months, 1 week and 4 days till my birthday. -7 months and 2 days and me and nick will be together for a year! yeah as you can tell im pretty fucking bored...but i think im gonna go cut my hair haha...hope it turns out good...

i offically hate sit diary(not really heh)...i wrote a entry for an hour and a half..and it signed me off...so the shit didnt save...so im pissed...this might be my last entry .

people are telling me im crazy... -i havent ate. -i have stopped crying for an hour.for 2 days. -i cant sleep at all..when i lay down i think about everything maybe this stupid diary bullshit will help me vent a little bit...i really hope it does..because all these people telling me im acting crazy...makes me really think im crazy.. i feel like im loseing a best friend..and the person that means the most to me....i love him so much...i cant lose him..or ill seriously have nothing....does he understand this...?... im not sure...but i wish he would believe me..im willing to give up EVERYTHING...and i mean everything just to be happy with him again... here i go fucking crying again..this is seriously killing me..i dont know what to think or feel..everything is coming to me at once and its insane.....once againg hes my best friend and the person i want to be with for the rest of my life..call me young and stupid and i will tell your gay ass to find true love like i have...and you see what you want... god i cant write anymore i cant fucking see....... i love you nick..and fuck what your stupid ass friends say...when their relationships are more fucked up than ours..

im so excited.. my BFF liz is gonna pay my way to warped...cuz i get paid on thursday..and right now im a broke ho.. so if youre going to warped in indiana...just come say hi im soo damn excited..

yeah its one of thoes night when you cant stop thingk about how fucked up your life is... good night folks...

OMG IM SO FUCKING HAPPY.!.my manager got fired...for some reason..and i hated him..now i work with dustin and eric...god i love them...to death...and i can still have my job..which is cool...meh..life is good.

got a tan....EEK....in florida...seen little crabs on the beach..and flipped out..... once again...im a pussy..and someone is hella ugly which is funny as shit. haha ugly...oh and your new pictues suck....yeah

today is going to be an adventure. .TheEnd.

aww thanks to who ever said my diary was cool..i did it all myself....not to long ago i couldnt do it...cuz i sucked big time... Guess What! i got a fucking job...yes bitches..megan mother fucking finch has a job...i now work @ Journeys in circle center mall in downtown nap town...so feel free to vist me when ever..i love this job..its so fun.. today was my first day and i got to do a credit card!...yes a credit card...and type all this cool shit and count money...haha im so gay.. but things should be looking better like hella soon.. oh and i love nick..bunchies smoochies babe! LOVEEEE Me! &&&&chels is on my background now...im her & tell her how hot she is thatonechick007..lol

WOULD YOU RATHER: 1) pierce your nose or tongue?: nose 2) be serious or be funny?: funny 3) drink whole or skim milk?: skim milk is pretty good..but whole ARE YOU: 4) simple or complicated?: im pretty simple DO YOU PREFER: 5) flowers or angels?: neither that shit is for pussies 7) color or black-and-white photos?: black and white 8) lust or love?: love. 9) sunrise or sunset?: sunset..is hot 10) M&Ms or Skittles?: neither! 11) rap or rock?: hardcore. 12) staying up late or waking up early?: staying up until early in the morning 13) TV or radio?: tv...i love music videos 14) eating apples or oranges?: neither. THE TRUTH: 15) Do you have a crush?: im in love. 16) Who is it? nicholas alan foltz..and yes bitches he loves me back DO YOU PREFER: 17) being hot or cold?: i love cold 18) tall or short people?: tall like really tall 19) sun or moon?: i hate the sun..and the night time is my fav time of day so moon 20) emeralds or rubies?: platinum 21) left or right? right. 22) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 10 best friends 23) sun or rain?: rain...its hot 24) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: strawberry MISC: 25) What is your biggest fear in the world? being alone.bugs with long legs.clowns.and aliens 26) Kids or no kids?: 1 kid..a boy...would be grand..but not any time soon 27) Cat or dog?: dog...skeeter! 28) Half empty or half full?: right now..im half full 29) Mustard or ketchup?: soy sauce 30) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: dont read any more..but i like soft cover 31) newspaper or magazine?: magazine 32) Sandals or sneakers?: fuckin hxc sneakers 33) Wonder or amazement?: both 34) Red car or white car?: black. 35) Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and rich? 36) Singing or dancing?: i can sing and dance..LOLLLLLL 37) Hugging or kissing?: kissing. 38) Happy or sad?: i like to be hapy..being sad sucks ass 39) Blondes, brunettes?: both ABOUT YOU: What time is it?: 10:49pm Nicknames: megan...or finch Birthdate and place: 01/06/89 Pets?: skeeter and my hampster eddy Eye color?: hazel...blue green Hair color? brownish...with a big blonde spot in the back WHAT DO YOU WANT: Where do you want to live?: chicago How many kids do you want?: 1 a boy Do you want to get married?: not really. WHICH IS BETTER: 2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 4 i have friends..durr Coffee or ice cream?: coffee! Shampoo or conditioner?: both are you retarded? Bridges or tunnels?: bridges One pillow or two?: i have like 6 FAVORITES: Salad dressing? w-e smells good..lol Color of socks? any socks that are funny looking Non-alcoholic drink?: well.im an alcholic.. RANDOM: 1 minute ago: thinking about this thingy 1 day ago: uh...watching tv maybe 1 week ago: hahah ask nick! 1 YEAR AGO: getting ready to get out of school. I AM: Wearing: blue shirt and white pj pants...well half ass white Current Hair: cool Current Smell: my smelly ass breath Current Favorite show(s): i want a famous face..reno 911 Current Book: dont read Current Refreshment: water Current time: 10:57pm no ones gonna read this any ways

ok im sooo fucking done with this drama bullshit...this is why i DO NOT hang out with bitches..they start to much shit..and the whole ex gf shit is getting kinda old..i wish she would just move her jealous ass some where else...no wait i bet when she reads this shes gonna say some shit like "im not jealouse..and blah blah blah.." fuck her...seriously..and if i see her this sat..no joke im going to stab her in the face...i hope zach is there so i can use his brass.. lol.. wow im such a hard ass........ FUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKK ITTTTTT NIGGERS.

so yeah... my last entry has nothing to do with nick breaking up with me peeps.. hes basically living with me right now..and things are going really good...its kinda neat living with him...... ||<3||

omfg im sooooo depressed right now..i dont know what to do and i really want to talk to chelsea right now..i seriously feeling like crying my eyes out right now... wtf are friends for anyways?

holy shit..the backstreet boys are back together... i knew they was better than nsync... atleast they are back together. YUS!

of course i remember...and i really dont know how you would be..im sorry i guess..i just need to get used to it..its just how you are..and im sorry i cant stand it....or you sometimes..its just that thought..you know?.....im sorry things wouldnt work out like you would want them to be..but sometimes you have to give in..and take in what you have..sorry again.

yeah its been a month...

so yeah things have been going so good with me and nick...its almost been a month i think...hmmm and my life is going pretty good...hmmm i dont really feel like writeing anymore..