dont ask me why i made my diary nintendo.. but it all started out at jakes house...when i was drunk and wanted to play duck hunt..and i would take shots between rounds..and he had the nerve to tell me i cheated PFFT.! me:i love duck hunt but i cheat andy:what do you mean you cheat me:i put the gun up to the screen... andy:thats not cheating thats just the easy way. haha i love that kid...hes so awesome anyways...i have a feeling..im not sure..but im going to have to say i havea feeling me and nick are going to get close again...im tired of the competition..and he said it himself..he has feelings for me..and maybe its nikki that needs to back up on the lovey dovey bullshit shes trying to pull...im obviously not going to give up that easy..because like ive said before..nick is awesome and id do anything for him...hes my poopies... duh FUCKERS..ok im out... hope you like the diary...it makes me feel good haha |---------------------| i felt like writeing more today...ug im so sad that i couldnt go stay the night at ashlees house tonight..and morgans..i dunno..i didnt have a ride...POOOOP...oh well..i miss all of my friends..and if things dont go good with me and nick im going away....to FL....i will miss everyone..but i want to start over. me and mikey are talking about how gay people are when they change for other people..for relationships..ive never changed for a relationship..and ive never really changed for someone..me not smokeing weed as much as i used to is my choice.."youre fucking stupid if you quit smokeing..sxe is gay"..yeah thats what mikey said..but its my choice..and im tired of doing boring shit all the fucking time.. i tried to go back to school..but they wouldnt let me..so i walked around for about an hour and a half with my old buddy daryell..we went and see our old teachers and i ran into a few kids that i was in classes with...im not going to lie..i miss school..and most of all i miss the stupid shit i used to do in school.. |stealing ducks eggs.stand up the the retards that got picked on.getting lots of free lunch.stupid boys hitting on me.makeing fun of people at my lunch table...skipping class and not getting caught.gym class.etc| ..yeah i miss it all..but i MIGHT go back in the fall...who knows...or i might just get my ged like mr.moralas told me to do... ashlees going to rehab on monday...i would like to be there for her before she goes..but i have a dentist.appt...i miss her alot..and the fun shit we used to do...id have to say hanging out with her was the best time of my life..i had so much fun..she honesly is and was my best friend of all time..even tho we had our diffrences..i still love that girl to death..shes the only person that i can fully be stupid with..WE HAVE DONE SOME DUMB ASS SHIT....let me tell you...haha-remember that time i brought over that chick nedra..and you thought she was hot..but we went outside and had a snowball fight and you smacked her in the face really hard with a snow ball and made her face red.....or the time when we got drunk at rogers and i tried to have sex with everyone cuz i was so drunk?...-i miss ash...alot..and im sorry we fought all the time..but what couple doesnt fight.lol...yeah i said it... and i cant forget about the famous jessica..shes my best friend too..we never argue..and such..shes so awesome and i love herrrr! and naffen too..cuz hes mah hunny bunny!..haha yeah im done for now ill probably write more later.. xoxo Megan |-----------------| yeah i decided to write more again...im on the phone with mikey right now listening to the dresden dolls..so things are pretty cool..we are talking about electric fences and shit..haha..oh shit we are talking about legs..and mikey has the best legs in world and he said "how can my legs be hot they are fat.." i said 'pfft if you think you have fat legs look at mine'..."but its ok for girls to have fat legs..well i think its ok"...'so youre saying i have nice legs mikey'.. haha me and him him have the best conversations ever... i miss nick the more i think about it the more depressed i get..im tired of being hurt.but he said he still has feelings for me so im going to continue to talk to him..but more like a friend..i need to be more of a friend than a bitchy gf type person..no weve never went out..but ive heard from a few people that he was going to ask me out before...but i dont know what happened...i miss him so much but ill get to see him this weekend and im excited:)... spring break is coming up soon and i have a feeling im going to be staying at jordans alot...i want to clean his house so damn bad...its so disgusting..but its ok..i guess..its not disgusting..just messy..and im a clean freak so things are weird..but i love all of the boys from the garage..and its going to be hella fun..i plan on sleeping in a tent sometime soon...haha.. i love camping..but most of all i love shows.. speaking of shows... ELIJAH SAT MARCH 19 THE EMERSON THEATER 7 BUCKS 7PM..everyone should go.. yeah im done again..but im sure ill write more soon -Megan