i cant sleep. i cant stop thinking about how im going to be moveing out soon. and how im going to have to take responsibilities for everything i do. i really dont want to do this alone.i know all of my friends will be there..you know moral support and such..but its not that kind of support i need.its another kind. i cant explain it. but it has to be real. beacuse i feel empty? is that the right choice of words?. i feel as if im never going to fine what im looking for..or is it stareing me in the face? im only 16 and i feel 50. ive been through alot..and ive seen alot.. i dont want to go through my life alone. i dont know what i want. i dont know how i feel. i just want to figure out all the things im looking for. and yet i have no idea what that is... maybe im at the prime of my life..haa i have no idea what im talking about.. i keep using this reverse psychology shit and its not working..its makeing me more confused. i need some sleep. maybe getting things off my chest will help with my beauty sleep.cuz i need alot of it..hah ugly face.. Megan♥ p.s.i know you read this.and i cant wait util this weekend iheartpoopies