ok..so as i look back..i wonder..will i ever learn?..obviously not..i mean i know what likeing someone will lead into..OBSESSION..im my case it come quite often..i dont mean to scare you fellas but if i like someone i never want to let them go..i wonder how many times its going to take me getting my heart broken to learn the serious lessons of love..to be IN LOVE that person has to love you back..to LOVE someone is totally my case...i dont have a problem with the person i love not loveing me back..and i should...serious lessons should be learned...i hate boys.. no i havent gotten my heart broken YET.im not even that worried about it..im just waiting for it to come along..and kick me in my fat ass..ok.so im fat..how did i get on to the sub of me being fat..i dunno.. ANYWAYS i can honestly say ive never fully been in love..ive messed around with chilish little boys and i just want a serious relationship..sometime ya know?.life is lame i know this and ive been over it a thousand and one times..life only gets worse..if you think about it...you get old..and i never want to get old.. JEEEZE! i hope i find true love..and i hope this love will actually love me back..and im looking..lol..of course i am i love looking at pretty boys..i just hate the shit personalitys that come from a pretty face...in foltzys case..hes a pretty boy with the best personality with awesome morals..i just hope something can be aranged...lol..im such a hopeless romantic...i hate it..<3