Listening to: the news.
Feeling: experimental
so yeah i decided to delete all of my entrys...well not call but most of them..its something i do when i want to start over..i dont need anything to remind me of my stupid past...i just want to set things right
yeah niggers
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-What is your name?: Megan
-Are you named after anyone?: no
-What's your screename?: vas x deferens
-Would you name a child of yours after you?: shit no
-If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jesus
-If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Mikey
-Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not really..but it took eric vicors a long time to spell my name right.
-Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no..i have a cool last name
|::Basics::|
-Your gender:: female
-Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
-Single?: not sure actually..long story..someone said that wanted to be with me but im not sure if that was implying that we should go out
-If not, do you want to be?: huh?
-Birthdate:: 01-06-89
-Your age:: 16
-Age you act:: dunno you tell me
-Age you wish you were:: 21
-Your height:: 5'4
-Eye color:: grayish blue
-Happy with it?: sure
-Hair color:: brown/black
-Happy with it?: dosent matter
-Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
-Your living arrangement:: my room with the computer.is heaven
-Your family:: asswipes
-Have any pets?: dog skeeter
-Whats your job?: hopefully goodwill soon :)
-Piercings?: yep lip twice and ears
-Tattoos?: star on my wrist..
-Obsessions?: makeup and music
-Addictions?: nick.s loven
-Do you speak another language?: not really a little bit of spanish
-Have a favorite quote?: wudda hell
-Do you have a webpage?:
|::Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it::|
-Do you live in the moment?: yes
-Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i cant stand some people..and if i cant stand you i.ll be really mean to you..
-Do you have any secrets?: maybe
-Do you hate yourself?: does it matter..seriously
-Do you like your handwriting?: it.s readable
-Do you have any bad habits?: yes picking my nose and biting my nails..and always thinking something is wrong
-What is the compliment you get from most people?: oh your hot..but fat..hahah jk
-If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: flippin awesome bitchasses
-What's your biggest fear?: bugs with long legs and clowns and being alone for the rest of my life
-Can you sing?: YES ive been doing it all morning
-Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yeah...but just for fun
-Are you a loner?: im to scared to be alone
-What are your #1 priorities in life?: get a job/car/ged/and go to college
-If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: haha i think im pretty awesome
-Are you a daredevil?: hellz yeahz
-Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
-Are you passive or agressive?: agressive
-Do you have a journal?: yes
-What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-to give up drugs and alcohol..weakness-nick..
-If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: to think more positive
-Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all.. i cry tooo much
-Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: im tired of regrets
-Do you think life has been good so far?: could have bee better
-What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: well ive learned alot..but i cant say its helped any
-What do you like the most about your body?: my whole body is kinda cool..i got that chubby look going on
-And least?: haha my double chin
-Do you think you are good looking?: sure
-Are you confident?: why not?
-What is the fictional character you are most like?: spiderman
-Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah..alot
|::Do You...::|
-Smoke?: quit
-Do drugs?: quit
-Read the newspaper?: not anymore
-Pray?: wtf do you think this shit is nigga...church?
-Go to church?: nah
-Talk to strangers who IM you?: only when people im me first
-Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah my leopard ron jeremy
-Take walks in the rain?: well i did last night with nick :)
-Talk to people even though you hate them?: depends
-Drive?: i can
-Like to drive fast?: when i drive it is pretty fast
|::Would or Have You Ever?::|
-Liked your voice?: yeah i do
-Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
-Been out of the country?: nada
-Eaten something that made other people sick?: haha yeah my own puke..but i just licked it
-Been in love?: unfortunaly ive loved someone but never been in true love
-Done drugs?: used to
-Gone skinny dipping?: yea in a hot tub
-Had a medical emergency?: yea
-Had surgery?: yes
-Ran away from home?: yes
-Played strip poker?: nope
-Gotten beaten up?: when i was like 7
-Beaten someone up?: all the time
-Been picked on?: yea
-Been on stage?: PERFECT NOTHING AND INTOTHESILENCE
-Slept outdoors?: yea (jessica)
-Thought about suicide?: yes
-Pulled an all nighter?: yea
-If yes, what is your record?: 2 days
-Gone one day without food?: yea
-Talked on the phone all night?: yea one time i talked a whole 8 hours on the phone with nick
-Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea
-Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: in my mind
-Made out with a stranger?: no
-Had sex with a stranger?: no
-Thought you're going crazy?: omg yeah all the time
-Kissed the same sex?: yes:(
-Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
-Been betrayed?: YES YES YES
-Had a dream that came true?: yes
-Broken the law?: lol yes
-Met a famous person?: si
-Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yea
-On purpose?: no
-Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes a long time ago
-Stolen anything?: yes
-Been on radio/tv?: tv
-Been in a mosh-pit?: i used to be all nu-metal and i was all about that shit
-Had a nervous breakdown?: just recently
-Bungee jumped?: nope
-Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
|::Beliefs::|
-Belive in life on other planets?: yes but its scary
-Miracles?: yea
-Astrology?: yea
-Magic?: nope
-God?: well i belive in jesus..cuz nick is jesus haha
-Satan?: nope
-Santa?: yes
-Ghosts?: yes
-Luck?: yes
-Love at first sight?: yes i believe so :)
-Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
-Witches?: yes
-Easter bunny?: nope
-Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yea..
-Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: if there was wouldnt people already said theyve seen it?
-Do you wish on stars?: yes
|::Deep Theological Questions::|
-Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
-Do you think God has a gender?:i dont believe in god period
-Do you believe in organized religion?: nope
-Where do you think we go when we die?: no where
|::Friends::|
-Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: lots
-Who is your best friend?: jessica nick and chelsea
-Who's the one person that knows most about you?: sorry jess but id have to say chelsea
-What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: shut up
-Your favourite inside joke?: nintendo.
-Thing you're picked on most about?: lazy eye...had surgery on it 2 times and my mustache.hahaha
-Who's your longest known friend?: tiffany
-Newest?: derek
-Shyest?: nick
-Funniest?: chelsea
-Sweetest?: morgan
-Closest?: jessica
-Weirdest?: austin
-Smartest?: matt mcgarrah
-Ditziest?: mikey
-Friends you miss being close to the most?: all of the kids from g-wood
-Last person you talked to online?: austin
-Who do you talk to most online?: maybe nick or morgan
-Who are you on the phone with most?: nick
-Who do you trust most?: jessica
-Who listens to your problems?: chelsea
-Who do you fight most with?: mikey
-Who's the nicest?: derek
-Who's the most outgoing?: lenny
-Who's the best singer?: me haha
-Who's on your shit-list?: nikki
-Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: omg..never hahahhaha
-Who's your second family?: the sy family
-Do you always feel understood?: yea
-Who's the loudest friend?: racheal
-Do you trust others easily?: not really
-Who's house were you last at?: haha nicks
-Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: nicks cuz hes so nice and all that gay shit
-Do your friends know you?: basically
-Friend that lives farthest away:: punk nick-california
|::Love and All That::|
-Do you consider love a mistake?: not at all i consider it a gift
-What do you find romantic?: grabing you and kissing you on the forehead..and hold hands walking in the rain
-Turn-on?: nice smiles and kindness
-Turn-off?: really horrible teeth and a bad personality
-First kiss?: long ago.
-If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i would give them a chance if i wasnt taken
-Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingout with them: yes..it would kinda help dont you think?
-Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no..i feel like if they like you enough they should ask you out
-Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah its happened
-Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: all the time baby..well i know morgan does lol
-What is best about the opposite sex?: well nothing..depends on who they are..i hate girls so yeah..
-What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: drama..basically everything
-What's the last present someone gave you?: i dont remember
-Are you in love?: not in love but ive got some love for someone haha
-Do you consider your significant other hot?:
aww yeah thats mah nigga poopies hehehe
|::Who Was the Last Person...::|
-That haunted you?: that shits scurry
-You wanted to kill?: nikki
-That you laughed at?: austin
-That laughed at you?: dunno..someone could be makeing fun of me right now..who knows
-That turned you on?: nick..talking about licking my butthole
-You went shopping with?: i havent been shopping in a long time
-That broke your heart?: well..im not going to talk about it
-To disappoint you?: nathen
-To ask you out?: haha wow..THESE QUESTIONS SUCK
-To make you cry?: cant say
-To brighten up your day?: no one yet..but nick makes me OH so happy
-That you thought about?: lol nick
-You saw a movie with?: nick
-You talked to on the phone?: nick
-You talked to through IM?: austin
-You saw?: franz
-You lost?: dustin
|::Right This Moment...::|
-Are you going out?: god damn it!
-Will it be with your significant other?: maybe
-Or some random person?: nah
-What are you wearing right now?: shirt and pj pants
-Body part you're touching right now:: belly :)
-What are you worried about right now?: sleep
-What book are you reading?: i dont read that much anymore
-What's on your mousepad?: black
-Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored.tired.loved.jessica.brian funshine
-Are you bored?: yes.
-Are you tired?: yes.
-Are you talking to anyone online?: no its like 8:55 am everyones at school
-Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nah
ok and enough of that shit..later players
-Are you lonely or content?:
-Are you listening to music?:
Blah, I don't see why people like to start over in their diaries...
except instead of *, it's these buggers: <>
so there you go... and your background is hot. :)
[a.l.e.x.i.s]
jess
megan G.