im breathless..because i need a new inhaler. even tho i could say nick left me breathless..but that would sound super gay.. *im going to rant on about how great my day was yesterday..and if youre not interested i advise you not to read on then..it might not be in the exact order..but it is for the most part* so yesterday..me and FRANZ rode the bus to nicks house...it was about a 2 and a half hour adventure..but all in all it was fun..we went to steak n shake to have some coffee before nicks house...franz got hyper..and the walk from sns seemed so long..but we finally made it and it took a really long time to get thoes fuckers up to answer the door(austin and mikey)...then i woke nick up.he looked so cute..haha i felt bad..oh well...it was worth it in the end...so nick got up and drank so 7up and ate a pbnj (i tore the crust off)..it looked grody...anyways..he was like "do you want to catch stuff on fire" and it made me happy so i was like yeah!..so we cuaght shit on fire..and nick kept telling me that we needed little sticks..so i went in his neighbors back yard and stole their sticks..haha nick said good job...we ended up roasting a orange.banana.some boxes from the trash.an egg crate.some bushes off of his fence.and some hangers...it was really fun..becauce even tho im afraid of fire..it looks really cool haah...how gay am i lol...well after that we just sat around and talked about random shit..then jackie came over..he skipped school..and we ended up going to mcdonalds..i gave nick all of my money so he could get something to eat..but yeah i was throwing bagles at cars haha..then we went back to nicks...and austin wouldnt get up..he must of been really really tired or something..me and jackie was going to catch nicks trash on fire..but cindy came home and she saw us so i was acting like i was taking out the trash and she said "what are you doin'" i said 'taking out the trash'..haha she was pissed at nick..ted got up..he is so fucking funny...we stat around for hours talking about random shit..ted kept telling nick to fight mikey with a broom...then other shit happend that wasnt so important..but yeah...the rest of the boys came over.and they practiced..and then franz had to go home...elijah is sooo fuckign awesome now..its burkett-backing vocals/guitar.nick-drums.austin guitar/backing vocals.mikey-bass.and jackie-vocals..it sounds so insane i love new elijah and the boys in it...then jackie left...then burkett left..lol..so it was just me mikey ted austin and nick..sitting around being lazy..but me and nick kinda cuddled on the couch and watch dora the explorer and shit...then cindy got home and asked us what we wanted for dinner..she was messing with austin and susan so bad..but susan was looking at me and nick and he kissed me on my head and looked over and said "FUCK YOU!" and flipped her off...cindy and ted went to the store blah blah blah..when his mom got back she asked me if i wanted hot dogs or hamburgers..nick told me to say hot dogs but i didnt lol...he hates hot dogs..and his mom told him he had to eat them...but he didnt..so yeah we sat around and ate...we watched this one show called wraped while they was at the store..he was like im all about this show..they show you how to make shit...haha..oh well.yeah we eat dinner in his room and shit adn watch bring it on..and then he tells me to let him smell my feet...i didnt want them to be stinky so i smelled them first i thought they smelled bad but they didnt i guess because when he smelled them he was like they smell like purfume..and blah blah...he puts one of my shoes on and i put on one of his when we went to smoke a SQURRRE..and we went on a walk..we walked to his neighbors yard..he said im going to give you a tour...heres the shed...heres where the pool was..and thats a possum..i freaked out..its nasty little body ran accross the drive way it was gross..but then we walked to the gas station..at this time it was raining a little bit..so we decided to stand under the car wash thingy..we found magnets and kept them..we was walking back and we stopped at this little gras patch..and nick was like wheres all the worms? and i said its cold outside..he said but no where are they? i said they are in the ground or something..haha we are so stupid together..anyways..we went back and i tried to call my mom a whole bunch of times so i could go home because i didnt sleep the night before..but austin ended up taking me home...and i was talking about how these geese tried to eat me when franz and i was walking to the bus stop..it was by the river so you know..but any how...i was telling the story and i said gooses..and he was like hah its not gooses its geese..and i felt so stupid..but yeah he said it was cute that i said that..but it just goes to show how stupid i really am..oh well i had fun...yeah so they just dropped me off and i made nick get out of the car to give me a hug..lol...but yeah..all in all it was fun..i left so much shit out.. *me and nick slow danced to brian funshine *mikey got depressed and started to sleep in the closet..and he wouldnt eat dinner *i told nick about the situation..only nick and i know what im talking about *i jumped on the trampoline *i did a gas n go for jackie *hit some church goers van with a bagle *laid around with nick almost all freaking day *made fun of people *talked about drugs with ted and so much more..im happy i got to spend my day with nick and them it was really fun..and it made me notice how much i really do like nick..i seriously think im going to fall in love with him... but on another note...when austin and nick was taking me home i told austin that ive never seen him this happy before...and he said yeah i know when i was with mallery i was always pissed off..and shit and i was like well im glad your happy.and he was like thanks man..and he said well are you happy...i said i dont know..and i had to tell nick today that it wasnt because of him that i wasnt happy its because of the choices ive made in the past...i quit doing drugs and shit like that...im trying to get my shit together..and nick said he would quit with me..im so happy that he decided to do this with me..he is one of the best people i know..and im so happy that we can do these things together..to better this situation... him ok im done now..but thanks for reading if youve read this far..haha Love me