A long time ago my best friend loved this song. I havn't spoken to her in about a year. I guess it happens though. I feel really down. Everyone keeps telling me their problems and coming to me for advice. And then the only person I really want to be with now, there's no chance of being with him anymore. He's different now anyway. I hate change. I just feel so depressed and it's as if no one cares. Or knows. I'm always the one who can't break down, though I've been wanting to run away from my life and myself for so long now. It gets so frustrating, being in my body, and my mind. I'm sick of myself.