Curious...

Feeling: curious
Why do people cut? I've been thinking about it, and I'm very unsure of why I do it. The way I look at it, it must be: 1. They hate themself, or feel the need to punish themself. I don't really think this is me.. 2. They do it for attention. I don't this is me either, because I've only ever had the guts to tell one person about it, and I'm not even sure why I did. However, a girl at school on Thursday, when the teacher left the classroom briefly, shouted out to her friend something and showed her what I thought was something red written on her upper thigh, with something sharp. 3. To relieve stress/tension/anger. I think this is maybe why I do it. It seems about right, but it doesn't make sense, because some of the words I write have meaning behind them, like "nothing" or "hurt". There are probably also other reasons, like peer pressure or to make someone else angry, maybe. Another thing is that I've noticed that sometimes cutting makes me feel special, or at least different. Sick as it is... Anyway, its all very confusing. But anyone reading this who has cut/does cut, could you please comment with your thoughts and why you think you do/did it?
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I did it, I sometimes still do it. Once as a joke: my friends were going to a music festival I couldn't go to, So I made a mark for each of the people going on the back of my hand with a compass.

And then I started to do it because I felt bad, because I felt pure hate and loathing. I'd slice my skin at night in bed with a retractable knife and wait for a slight ooze, and felt that the hate might seep away from me.

Don't do it much now...:)
i hate doing it because i donno about being depressed but when ur really angry at sumone and got heaps of adrenaline u cut urself and it just makes u feel like ur paying for all the crap they did.
[Anonymous]
i'd have to agree with you when you think why you ever or do cut yourself..alot of people do it for attenion..
[Anonymous]
i used to do it. i have sort of stopped. i did it to get out my anger. my anger at my parents nd my friends nd everything. when i did it, it seemed like i got control of my life again nd like it was the only way to make me happier nd stuff. i told one person first because she told me she did it.
*lEx*
I cut because it takes away the emotionally pain of how I'm feeling and I can go into my own little world and it helps calm me and ease me ..
[Anonymous]