i feel this in my chest.... that you might be right... that you aren't the one for me... i painted this picture of how things could be... if you loved me... if you loved me a fraction as much as i loved you... i pretended things were great, and that the things that weren't great could be dealt with... but they can't... you hurt me beyond belief and for that i can never forgive you... i can't be your friend for friends wouldn't treat me as you do... you can't be a friend for you don't have the ability to love within your heart... you can hurt, you did that to me enough for i can no longer take it from you. never again will i let myself be hurt... it isn't worth it... "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."