always around in circles
like you're getting used to being a spinning bottle
and you're already forgetting my questions It is official. I'm suffering from high blood pressure. But I wasn't really that surprised. Typical for a person like me. Never finding any ways to gash out emotions. Just used to keeping it to herself. Fate really does strange things to me nowadays. And now it's picking out all the wrong days for it to mess with me. I am depressed again. And now I'd rather not say why. I've had enough of people worrying over me. Because they don't understand. They won't understand. They can't understand. People around me annoy me so much. Let me just count them so I could just talk about them more: Person#1: Blinded with his emotions for Person#2. Not really seeing the true colors of the person. Person#2: Getting swellheaded because of Person#1's love. Person#3: Spending a peso for some cheap Valentine dedication to be read in the entire DCCS gym for me. And so on and so forth...the list goes on... Lola left this morning. I sure will miss her. And she only added up to the emptiness that I'm already feeling. I just wish that right now a car would just hit me to end this misery. Anything but this life.
And the word acceptance is already meaningless to me.