i don't look
but deep inside
in the corner of my mind
i'm attached to you
i'm weak
it's true
because i'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
because my heart keeps falling faster Hehehehe...I'm an official Gir fan (Gir is from the Nickelodeon cartoon Invader Zim). Check out my Friendster. It's quite amusing, really. Hehehehe! Okay...so this culminates our finals week. And the bottomline is--I wasn't able to study anything at all. One minute I was scanning through my notes, the next I was doing anything but study. This is my school sickness; as the days draw near to summer, my laziness will take over me and I would barely care if I would do better or worse in anything. This is college, I know, and I should be serious. But hell, this is only my first year. My course is nursing. The real torture will begin with these horrible three letters: O-J-T. Hehehe! Like you're expecting me to become excited. Pfft... And so the drama continues with Aaron's current storm... I know it's not in my place, but of course, the guy's my friend. And I kinda had a history with him, so...whatever! I don't wanna discuss it again! He refers to it as me almost jumping on him. Hehehe! Moron, at least I didn't totally jump on him. It would have been too embarassing. His recent problem is not something you could eat cookies with, but he did say he can handle it. Like I was saying, these kinds of things are already so far out of his experience that he could still sleep straight thru the night. And what the woman is doing isn't exactly his first idiotic glitch. Here's a reason I couldn't accept her as his boo--she had these slightly annoying 3-year-old emotional IQ tendencies. And the continuing of her cold shoulder towards him...was really starting to slightly piss me off. At least Aaron had his composure. Her...well, I don't know. A hopeless case, that's what she is. Oh damn, why am I even talking about her?! I thought I was through this! Thank God for summer... So the two of us went to Russiane's in tambay mode. I thought it might be a good idea to bring him there to forget his problems for a while. And I found out it was, because it was like 1st semester all over again...the three of joking and talking over microwave popcorn and Coke like the old days. And I realized that I actually miss those times. Aaron kept saying that he wouldn't mind breaking up with Abi (although I could tell he would eat up those words someday), if Russiane will go to CSM for our second year, despite the possibilities of being an irregular student. Russiane said, though, she will go back to CSM, if I won't go to San Beda Alabang when Dad gets accepted there for a teaching job. If Dad gets accepted. Like I have a choice. When Aaron left, I was finally swimming in the pool, but the wind was cold, and I was shivering like crazy, so after an hour I dressed back up again in my school clothes, thanked Russiane for her time, and here I was. :p I don't think the countdown for my summer should be counted. It's too boring. Unless I have a job...now that would be nice. If there is a clearance day, I will invite Russiane over to school, and will give Aaron something to remember me by. Hehehe! Watch out for that! Next entry: The Things I Will Miss and Will Not Miss In My N-III Days. Soon! I heart you, Jake...:p
gyllenhaal? sp?