in love with you
sometimes i love you
sometimes you make me blue
sometimes i feel good
at times i feel used
cause when i think
it makes me so confused Here goes my politic personality again. First things first...I so hate this holiday. Yeah, I know it's part of our Philippine history and it should be valued, blah blah blah, and all that shit...but what's the use for these stupid rallies? We're still in third world, that's what. And because of this, my trip to Araneta probably might be cancelled. Fuck that. People just pick all the wrong days to juust completely screw things up. Not to mention today is CSM's bloody Foundation Day. What a total bore. This afternoon will be N-111 dance number, so I took a break for a while. Will be coming back late at 5. Might as well invite Russiane, right? :p Now to my emotional dramas. It just happened that I did jump to conclusions. I apologize for my bitchy earlier entries. Russiane urged him to call me up last night. Talked for about an hour. Cleared more things up than usual. Then we talked and joked around like we used to. And that's what I really missed so much about him. He's just too levelheaded that I just wanna wring his neck sometimes. As crazy as it looks, I really like this guy. So very much. I liked him because I couldn't stand him. I may have been a bit selfish and stupid and still he forgave me for that. Besides, this whole affair is a lot better than a cold shoulder. I can't stand it if I couldn't talk to him in a day. And since I made lots of sins, I just have to do something to make up for it and ease my guilty conscience. But nothing like love. Not really. I just like him. But for now...just as a friend. Haaaay...it is finished.