cause i know i have to do my thing
don't talk to me as if you think i'm dumb
i wanna know when you're gonna come soon Yeah, I know. Talk about a silly obsession of male queerness. I kinda made it from scratch. I hope no one interjects me. School sucked today. I don't know why I even came. Nothing but a bunch of practices for the big day at Friday. Pfft. Do I look like I'm holding my breath? Sure, maybe I have gotten over my little drama which has been occuring for the past few weeks, but everyday situations turning into routines suddenly underwent a psywar on me. Yes, you heard me right. I'm now undergoing a psychological warfare. I've finally gotten to the point where I don't know what I'm going to do or what I'll do next. And there are also these times where I wish I won't wake up in the morning. Like why do I even bother, right? It's always the same anyway. I really can't take this anymore. I wish I knew how to quit. And right now I'm only this close to snapping.