I feel weird. I don't know how to explain it, but it's weird. It's like I feel depressed, but I don't know like....I dunno. I shouldn't feel this way. Yesturday was one of the best days I've had in a LONG time. Just being with him and....yeah. It was great. Why do I feel so....depressed? Is it because I can't be with him today? I dunno. I just wanna be with him and I hardly can. School with the teachers and all and then the parents. It's just horrible. I hate this. I hate feeling like this.