Why am I like this? I'm so fucking stupid. I wish I could just think of something to say. I have no idea why I'm like this. I can never find something to talk about. I thought I fucking improved, and it looks like I haven't. This is so wrong. I'm so...ugh. I have no idea. Why can't I just talk? Why can't I just help him? Why am I like this? I hate this. I try so hard, but it doesn't do anything. The simple question 'What do you want to talk about?' is so fucking hard for me. Why? Why can't I just think of something actually worth talking about to talk about?
Why? Can anyone answer this?
Most likely not.