I'm so lost....I can't help to feel this way. I must be doing something wrong....something really wrong to make him think that I'm going to break up with him, when I'm not. I hate people. Why do they say that kind of stuff?
Sorry, I haven't wrote in a while, because Steph is over...she's asleep now...I feel lonely...
Taylor's party was fun. I got my pink mini back! Oh yeah! It was interesting. There were some funny people there. The first thing I did when I got there was hump Steph and Taylor...I was super hyper....it was fun.
We [we being Steph and I] went to the mall yesturday. We saw Jon, Steve-o, Amanda, Shannon, Erin, Cody, and some others. It was funny...
Omiiiiiigod. I can't see, hear, or talk for shit. I thought this old chick was Jon, and I thought this other old lady was my grandma and I was like 'What the fuck is my grandma doing to that baby?!', and I was talking to Jon in FYE and he asked how Taylor's party was and I thought he asked how was tennis and I was like...well...we only won two games.... And no one can ever understand what I'm saying. I don't get why...Tara says I have a stoner voice...and last year Steph said my voice is worse than Max's or Matt's which is really bad...
I feel horrible for some reason. Maybe its because he think I'm going to break up with him. I hate it that he thinks that. It's not his fault that he thinks that though. And then the people at school....I don't get why they would say that. His whole reading class? I don't even know all of them....
I miss you so much.
I'm gonna go...I'll write more later...
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