It's been over a year, and I'm still not over him, no matter how much I try. Everything I do I feel like he should be there for everything. Lately, he's all I've been thinking about. I miss him oh so much. I guess he was just too good for me, so I had to fuck things up. That's what I do best, fuck things up. I just shun myself. I had someone who loved me, someone who cared for me, and someone who was there for me when no one else was. I threw it all away. All these emotions should have passed by, but they still haven't. I was a bitch I was wrong I fucked up, so bad and i'm still regreting it. and I'm still missing him. And I'm still a bitch, I'm still wrong, and I still fucked, but I go on wishing for something I'll never have again. maybe it's all because a girl like me doesn't deserve something wonderful as he was