What scares me is
people's inablity to act like themselves,
what are they afriad of?
I feel when you lie,
you don't care.
I think if someone lies to me,
they don't care that they're risking everything we have,
even when it's over something stupid like getting drunk,
most people don't care if you've been drunk or not,
and if they do it doesn't matter.
I don't know why people have to be so fake,
and why people are always striving to have an "image".
It scares me that most of the youth I'm apart of,
wastes their life fitting into a "scene".
The people who used to agree with me
are now the ones that are contradicting what they've said in the past.
Yes, I know people change,
and we tend to contradict ourselves all the time,
I even do it myself,
but they contradict themselves in a negative ways.
It's not they've changed by being wiser,
they've changed by being pitiful.
People have said to me that I point out other people's problems to much,
and that I should focus on myself.
I do constantly focus on myself,
but when I realize what others do wrong,
I realize what I don't want to be.
I do think about my problems,
and I'm quite clear of them.
I know I'm stubborn for what I believe.
I can tell I'm changing so much,
and as I'm changing I realized,
the type of people I used to want to be around,
I don't want to anymore.
Already this summer I have changed so much,
and I know I'm going to change more,
I just wish people would stop giving me the same advice,
I've told them I've already taken.
Exactly! When did you start realizing this stuff? I need to come over to bug you some time... I have alota time on my hands... and the house to my self starting tommarow! I wish we had some chocolate for me to snack on tho...
So, when are we havin' that party? Nyhaha!