I had a revelation last night, about the previous entry. I don't know why my breakthroughs come during the night, days of sickness, or rainstorms. It really confuses me. Anywho, the revelation concerns only the parties involved, and that email was sent. I'd like to thank these friends of mine who are understanding, the ones who don't ask me to choose sides. I'd like to thank the ones who compliment me, the ones who care about me, the ones who I can trust. I feel like sometimes I don't deserve it, but I know in my heart that everyone on earth deserves someone to confide in them. I'm just glad I have the loyal ones. I'd like to thank Carla for being a standout in the crowd. I started off my relationship with her by calling her a sinner in my freshman year. *sigh* good ol' immaturity with Mike. (I really need to get back in touch with that kid. I haven't talked to just him in forever, and I'm happy to see him. It's kinda awkward, but I guess it should be; we haven't spoken extensively for about two years. I blame Freddy for that one.) Anyway, back on task. Somehow or another, in my crazy, mixed up single days, she found me and I found her, and it clicked. I can't believe I could be this happy... I have no regrets or truly urgent needs, I'm happier and feel more secure than ever. Thank you, and I love you. I'd like to thank my teachers who've influenced me to strive for what I can take from life and to give back what I can also. Miss Young for teaching me that dreams aren't out of reach, and they aren't beyond a pen and paper, either. Mr. Preuss for showing me that music can cause huge changes in culture, even when it IS a "necessary Evil" like Disco. Mr. Williams for being the guiding hand that took his leisure to smack me a bit ;). Mr. Hofer for putting up with my constant "How much do we have to run TODAY?" "More than yesterday, if you keep asking me." And also for finally letting me stop whining and putting me at captain. Mr. LaFramboise and Mr. Cook for teaching me that controlled rage is a good thing, and teaching me how to be disciplined and tough. Miss Sova for giving up her little one to a sinner >:). Miss Petrosky for giving me those subliminal messages to be a better person; I say subliminal because we rarely talk, but the idea of being straightedge makes me happy. I'm joining SADD, for all you folks. My family, they know why. My band, they also know why. Well, the remnants of the band...i.e. Ryan, Steve, Ed. We shall put the smack down on the BOB competition this year. Nature for letting me be a guest in your fine loveliness. And anyone I forgot to mention: enter name here______________________________________. X__Kyle Eveleth__