Mreh I don’t know, I feel very odd right now. I feel as if everything is a dream. You know that fuzzy feeling, time is like air, when you think about it. Its tangible when breathed in and used. Dense and winding when exhaled and you can see the result of your breath. I went to Phil’s after school today after school, we sat there for over and hour doing AP Geo god it sucked, but sigh it is complete. Then after that I participated in the musical rehearsal. I really regret not participating in the musicals earlier in my high school years, they are truly interesting. Sometimes I wish I did allot of things that I should have. I have always been kind of reclusive, and on the anti-social side. I have never really been comfortable around large groups of people, its just my thing. I think I’m getting better. I try to be a bit more open at times. But I think I hide a good deal of things from people, one of my bad habits, but hey everyone has a quark or 20. Sigh perhaps its just the senioritis kicking in... the need for my own beginnings out of high school. I have allot of plans to follow through with, and I want to true complete all my goals. patience is a virtue afer all and good things come to those who wait. Ramroding into life isn't a comforting thing right now. I really feel it at times how many friends I’m going to lose after this year... very depressing at times. But I’m glad on other parts. I think I have gained allot this year for which I am grateful for. Life long friends that I know will always be there… regardless of distance. Too much to think about... things are so much better simpler. There’s something I really need to get off my chest, I really feel I need to. Although, I don’t really know how to go about it. pondering it a bit before I decide anything is a good idea, perhaps just a good night sleep.