Lies always hurt more than truth...

what a surprise... not i knew it for a while. My relationship with AShley has died. It did a while ago i knew that, i held on for some reason or another. I thought she was different, i was wrong. Just the same girl i knew back at the beginning of summer. I seriously tried to think differently of her. But now i can't help but have a undescribable resentment... I mean i could have delt with her just telling me that it was over, when she first felt this way... but no... she kept it intact for " i dont want to hurt him" omg people... LIES HURT MORE THAN TRUTH. Why the fuck play me... i even appologized to her for acting the way i did thinking i was at fault...no... she "just wanted to make me happy"...she knows how i feel about lies and superficiality. And i got hit with a truckload of it, tonight. Angry... no idea...i'm beyond that... She's ruined my respect for her. I hope she knows that.
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I'm here for you Ryan. You know that. I'm sorry all this shit went down.
yup, we have been saying that lies hurt more then the truth for so long now, sometimes i think they will never understand...never understand *shakes head*
i'm sorry it had to end like this, and nathan is right, you'd think that people would realize the simplictiy of the matter: truth cuases pain, but lies cuase anguish.
i want you to know this, simple in its truth, as you where there for me in my time of need all you must do is ask and i will be there.

always will we be four, sacred in number and meaning, always will be be there for eachother.

by my creed i swear, Est Sularus oth Mithas
well well well, i see hell is among the group o call friends...okay enough bull shit! i know lies hurt, but you cant lose all respect for her...you have a right to be mad but not place her out of your life forever!
I am sorry.
wow.
ryyyyyyyyyyyyy----aaaaaaaaaaannn. don't be sad, we all still love you.
I was anything but being fucking selfish you irrational prick. You have no right to claim that you know what I was going through, because you don't know shit. When you gave me that necklace, what was I supposed to do?! Say 'No. I don't like it. I hate you.'

I didn't hate you, I just didn't have that same attraction anymore. I didn't want to end it on a bad note, but you did. that night I planned on talking to you, but you had to be a whore.