Feel like being open

Listening to: Staind-fade
Feeling: calm
Well i dunno after a while, you feel like stating the inner workings of yourself. 1. I have never tried any kind of drug of any kind. 2. I have drank, but wine coolers and wine. 3. I have had cronic depression for 2 and half years. ( Quite a While ago). 4.Have contemplated and attempted suicide...lthough i never could go through with it. I vowed never to think like that again. 5. I have never had sex, i feel the need to save myself for the right person. 6. Have been in love before... over it and moving on. 7.Get too attached to people, and usually just end up hurting myself. 8. Never like to addimit faults even though i know i have so many. 9. Hate egostatistical people, but i probably am one of the biggest around. 10. People think i'm wise...but i only state what was already known. 11. Think i'm more intellectual, than i am. 12. I prefer to call my self a realist, but deep down inside, i feel pesimistic. 13. Mask my anger through sarcasim. 14.Have a hard time dealing with emotions, i prefer to bottle them up inside. 15. extremely insadbordinate. 16. A hopeless romantic to the core. 17. Consider all friendships true and forever binding. 18. Dont believe in fate or god..but see the value of such beliefs. 19. Refuse to except death as part of life. 20.Long for love more than anything. 21. I would never betray/ cheat on anyone. 22. would endure pain, to relieve anothers. 23. Believe it or not i almost never lie to anyone. I have made a vow of truth... its one thing people seem to respect me for. 24. I have moved 9 times in the past 6 years. 25. I am a bastard child, and have a uncanny hatred for my father. 26. Can't stand people pitying me. 27. Very slow to anger, but hard to control when i am. 28. Have mainly had to struggle to get anything in life. 29. Never been wealthy at all, lived on the poverty line most of my life. 30. Will not yield to peer pressure. 31. When i was born i was thought to be mentally retarted because of my head size. 32.Always wanted to be the father i never had. 33. I give with out any wanting of return. 34. Am one of the most open minded people around. 35. Caring and extremely compassionate although have a hard time showing it. 36. i cant say " i love you " unless i mean it. 37. Have found bliss in ignorance
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i love your last comment, i feel that alot-nathan-
Ryan, thanks for being so open and loyal and all that. It's something that a lot of people don't see these days, became the social problem to be kind and caring. It's sad, really.
And if only more guys were like you...I do salute you *salutes*
~Simone x