You know, it's not stupid to have an online journal. I read something someone wrote that said that. It's not stupid to want to have aplace to empty yours thoughts in. I have so many thoughts and I just dont want to think them. When I am feeling really overwhelemed and what not I just write in here. I know that this will be here (until the site closes) so I can go back later and look at it all. I don't want to keep this in a journal that I have to write in ebcause 1. It makes my hand hurt after writing so much. 2. I don't want someone to find it. Online I just don't really care what anyone thinks. I let total strangers read it but I dont really care. No one is really reading this anyways. Nobody even comes here. It's like I have put the journal on private but not really because they could read it they just aren't This is more for me than anyone else though so I am not as concerened about people reading my journal as I used to be when I was younger. You know I started this journal when I was 10? That was a while ago. You know I have alot of secrets and jjunk and I hate to think of them. I like coming here and writing. I am just writing and writing right now nothing I am saying makes any sense and I feel bad. I made a new rule for myself. No internet after 7 pm. That is going to be hard to fulfill. Anyways, bye.